So as this pandemic continues and I continue to not have a job, I feel myself spiraling day by day. I'm not really sure what to do with myself each time that I feel like I'm going to implode, I want so much to have a connection with my mother and it just feels so incredibly out of reach and I don't know what to do about it. I want so much and I can ( Read more... )

This isn't real list, but anyway ( Read more... )

Finally wrote a little bit today, typed up some poems I had written previously and hoping to put them into a collection. I have two sets, and I'm considering doing a third. Maybe even a fourth centered around mythology or just grouping them with the nature/love based poems. Glad that I'm actually being semi-productive ( Read more... )

I'm sitll thinking about making my poetry book, I have a theme that I could follow for it to make one however, I do have a short story that I am writing in poem form that I should try to finish and maybe try to get it publish which will be a battle in itself ( Read more... )

Finally took my last test for my medical billing and coding program and passed. Now I just have to wait for my grades to register so it can give me, my final weighted GPA and then I can register to do the certification exam. I hope that I can find some useful study guides to pass and start a new career where I can work from home ( Read more... )

I'll give you the stardust,
from my skin,
the ink in my veins,
the sun in my heart,
and the moon
that sets behind my eyes.

I wrote this a long time ago, and I wish that I had seen it earlier. It could have been great lyrics to a song.