A few hours ago I started looking at a bunch of old photo albums and it got me thinking about how much people change physically. I mean yeah, it's obvious when someone's body shape changes, but I mean more like how their face changes or how the way their hair falls changes. When I was a little girl, I looked completely different. My face almost ( Read more... )

I've found that the more I get to know someone I find attractive, the less and less they're attractive to me.

This entry was written last night and meant to have been posted then, so bear with me ( Read more... )

An awkward confrontation a day, keeps my sanity away.

While flipping through old magazines, that title caught my eye so I decided to read up on this eternal question and all I found were lies. I feel sorry for the girls who actually take this advice as the greatest of truths, because really they've only made things more difficult for me. This particular section I found amusingly false ( Read more... )

Today has proved to be both wonderful and horrible at the same time. I went out on a limb and asked when I'd been afraid to ask and all it got was a sad little girl version of me typing this now. I should've known that my reluctance was a safety mechanism I should listen to more often, but I didn't. I was an idiot, and the small pain it caused ( Read more... )

Did you ever have one of those experiences where you're looking forward to it much more than the other person apparently was? Well, tonight I finally met Mike after talking to him online for over three and a half years. I saw his band play and they are amazing, and well to be perfectly frank, he is absolutely gorgeous. But when I introduced ( Read more... )

This has been the craziest most exciting and fun weekend I've had in too long. Friday night was the Talent Show and that was just tons of fun. Marina and I got to sit in the second row and I helped her "judge". A little boy got up on stage and sang the entire Pokemon theme song, it was just spectacular. Then Saturday afternoon into Sunday ( Read more... )

I know that you're not avoiding me, but why does it feel like you are? Are you just constantly busy or is that a lie too? I've had enough of your smart boy/girl bullshit, maybe it's time for me to get you out of my life.

This weekend has been a fucking waste of time. I hate the way I've been feeling in the past week or so but there's really not much that I can do about it. I feel like my friends aren't there for me anymore, when I need them the most. I feel like as much as I don't want a boyfriend or a girlfriend, I do more than ever. I want someone to tell me ( Read more... )