Enough people have harassed me regarding the fact that I was not a "My Space" participant. I gave - I am on My Space now too. I finally got with the rest of the world.
This morning at 7:00 a.m. after pulling an all-nighter - I'm standing in the middle of a field filled with horse jumping obstacles - prior to the beginning of the horse show before any competitors arrived - the farm is quiet and the morning misty haze hasn't quite lifted yet - I surveyed the show grounds and looked at all my show preparation
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My massage therapist (also works really well doubling as a regular mental therapist) - it is her final decision that I need to reconsider my job selection and quit becuase basically I do know I'm killing myself at a very slow rate by doing what I believe involves a certain degree of selling my soul to the devil in very tiny portions every day
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So I'm having one of those moments... where I'm - I don't know - running a little manic lately... eeek!... I don't particulary enjoy manic cycles too much and I know it is becuase of all this crazy shit going on and little me is feeling overwhelmed a bit at times
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five days in a row of non-stop chaos and frustration with my job is leaving me thankful beyond words for a weekend to recouperate... some days i would really like to walk away from my job, from responsibilities, and from being something i'm not by nature - my job is to enforce tha rules and uphold them... do you realize how hard that is for someone
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Ok... so while my vacation was wonderful, upon my return I was informed that my neighbor's puppy, Steady (Sugar's cousin and playmate) was MIA. After 6 days of searching, tortured dreading, offering rewards - he is officially home
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Still wishing I was avoiding reality. I've traveled back and forth to Europe numerous times and for the first time ever, I am suffering from some sort of jet lag. I am just exhausted! I can't seem to get myself to focus. I am sleeping 10 - 12 hours every night and waking up un-refreshed. Work is a tedious bore of normalacy. Blah! I want to go
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I am at the end of my two weeks of traveling carefree bliss throughout Europe! I am back in Germany now getting ready to pack up all my crap so I can catch the bus to catch the train at the ass crack of dawn tomorrow morning so that way I can make it to the airport on time to flap my wings homeward across that big blue pond that seperates me from
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