Wow.

I started this thing 10 years ago.  Insane how things change.  I need to update this...

 Holy shit.

Holy fucking shit.

First post I've made in a long, long time and then my laptop decides to assume the "Backspace" button means go back one page, completely eliminating everything I had just written.

Fuck it.  I'm summarizing.

1.  Graduated from USNA, Class of 2011.

2.  Wanted to propose to Hannah, but her mother said no b/c I "did not accept ( Read more... )

 Not sure what to say, but I have to write something down or I'm going to go crazy (figuratively).  Hannah ended our relationship last night, based on her spiritual grounds.  "You are perfect in every single way.....except this one thing."  Who would've thought that the one thing that's infamous for absolutely ripping apart my life is yet again ( Read more... )

IT's the number that I can see from here as I glance out my window.  The window belongs to a hotel on NASNI... that is, Naval Air Station North Island.  Tomorrow I will wake up and head to a little squadron PT at 0700 and the rest of the day will be spent relaxing.  Maybe going to the beach.  Who knows ( Read more... )

 Hey everybody. I'm still alive and kicking ( Read more... )

 "...so hold your head up, Mike. Keep it high. Hide everything and let your internal clock define itself; let your drive follow your engine that never dies. Let nobody see past your eyes....just... let them see something else. Let them see blue. But give them nothing else, Mike - just the color. Just blue - just the Sea. And keep looking far ( Read more... )

You know, I really don't know what to say. I figured I'd update the blog with something, but I haven't gotten anything to say. Nothing that I can say without reactions, if that makes any sense. Nothing that I want to say ( Read more... )

 It was worth all the memories. I've done the right thing, right? Yeah... I did. Yeah.

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And I thought it would be funny to leave you hanging in suspense

Then I'd run over to your house and I'd scale the chainlink fence

That borders your back yard and then I'd climb through your window

And I'd whisper that I love ( Read more... )

 I gave up. This moment. Right now. Or maybe then. It was just a moment ago. I was giving up, and that's it. I'm done, I'm gone, I don't care. I do care, but I don't want to care anymore. I don't want to think anymore, or breathe anything else with any more thoughts or memories. God, I can try to so long... I can put so much in... I can ( Read more... )

 Smile at life, ladies and gents.
Only 8 days until I'm in a better place for leave for a few weeks! Find something amazing to smile about. There's a reason for everyone to smile everyday - make sure you find yours!

5 finals to go!

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You know I, I'm scared to feel this
You knew where I am
You know what I want, I'm lost
I'm so lost ( Read more... )