well lets see, i cant sleep i am afraid of my dreams ive been having, its not normal. i love to sleep but my nightmares seem so real to me that im afraid to go to bed ive been awake now for almost 24hours and im tired as fuck. but i cant go to bed. in my dreams i kill people, people that i love. i bare not to talk about what goes on and what i ( Read more... )

I wish that things could be alright. They dont understand how i fill and they never will. Today was the worst day i had in a long time. Well it all started last nite while i was talking to Michelle she was like christina came over to day and she wanted me to meet her new friend jeck so she meet him and christina ask what she thought of him and ( Read more... )

god havent up dated this in a long time so what to say........ nothing really just trying to get a band started up, thats all i guess.

nothing really just been hanging out with my girlfriend and looking for a job. I hope on monday it can just be me and her because we havent had any time to gether lately and that sucks well any ways later

she called me yaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but later bye

Dreads

well i was talking to my girlfriend and i she said she had to go and eat. She calls back and im gone so i try to call her back and noone picks up the phone that suck but later

Dreads

P.S.

Kris I'm sorry for what i said i was just mad but i still love you

Got the new slipknot cd its okay. i mean its differnt. well nothing really; but at the end of this month i will get my drivers license cool i know so ya well keep on truckin later

well i got off grounded, kris said i lied to her what a crock of shit, what did i lie about you are going on the biggest power tripp ever, saying i lied to you your just mad because you were wrong about the whole Kayla thing you blew it way out of context, lies and another thing kris Travis ask me for five bucks and you said why did Travis ask you ( Read more... )

Well me and Branden are friends now didnt really talk about what happened but thats all behind us now so later

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Today I lost one of my best friends because Jeramie didnt want to man up about the whole thing cost me and branden's friendshipp. Not because Branden said so its, its because he said i lied to him before and i dont know about what. So later

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