you probably have not thought of livejournal for a long time. this is a nod to you, a very belated apology and a thanks.

i want no contact i want no part of her i want her disappeared. can you make that happen?

I am going to try staying here if you can change. I am not going to put up with it. Visiting elsewhere helped a bit but there is still the underlying issue. Your choice. I will stay if you can manage to be a husband. I will leave however if you can't.

yup Spring even.

blood smells weird.

it's hot here now. we went from 65 to 98 in two days.

it has been almost a year since i last posted. other than having a really fucked up arm things haven't changed much for me. i am tired of moving and hope this house that we just got into will last more than six months.

and dogs and husbands and old things and and and....new things. for all of us!

has been a real challenge ( Read more... )

we have been married for a year as of 5pm today.