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This is probably the latest new year blog on the website.... But I've been a busy girl lately with school and all and I've been unbelievably stressed with all the projects and homework and short deadlines. I've been stretched pretty thin these past few weeks. So happy new year everyone.
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Rollercoaster.......
This has been a crazy week for me. Not because of anything in particular happening but because ive just gone through many different emotional periods throughout the week. My trip to Amsterdam was great but i think it was the trigger to the emotional rollercoaster ive been on. I feel like a menopausal women one second I'll be really happy and the ( Read more... ) -
I'm issuing a re-design...NEW YEAR NEW ME!
In the fashion world it is simply referred to as the "R" word. No fashion house or magazine ever wants to hear this uttered with in their walls. I , on the other hand, Am embracing it whole heartedly as I feel it is necessary in the growing up and the personal growth process. So yes... on my own personal self inside and out... RE-DESIGN has been ( Read more... ) -
SO FRUSTRATED!!!!
Christmas is coming but for me it isnt feeling a lot like christmas. This will be the first christmas i spend away from my family or friends...Alone. That's not what's really bothering me. I have this stupid fucking phone in my apartment where I can call the US for free but the battery life doesn't last that long maybe 20 minutes. It just cuts off ( Read more... ) -
The week from hell is over!!!!
YAY!!!! Thursday is my new favorite day of the week because it is the last day of my school week. So I always await thursday with the greatest anticipation. This week was hell I had so much make up work to do and very teacher was giving tons of work last week. So i had two weeks of work to do in one week but the sheer amount of it was almost to ( Read more... ) -
I feel frail....
It's been a while... I think a week maybe a bit more but, as of late, my life has been pretty boring. I was sick last week so nothing much really happened and now i feel kind of like a shut in because the only human contact i've had has been through the internet. So I have to wake up early tomorrow and go to the doctor for my residency permits. ( Read more... ) -
My First Paris Fashion Party with Mr. President.
My horoscope said yesterday was going to be a very distracted day.... Which it was. I got nothing done and was so anxious and fidgety all day as if I was forgetting something. Maybe it was because I have been feeling a cold coming on as it is freezing here in Paris lol. So to add my distraction Mr. President calls and invites me to a Fashion ( Read more... ) -
Is this a sign?
Last night i met with Mr. President again. I met him and a couple of his friends at a bar and we had a few drinks. Afterwards we went back to one of his friends houses and he father made us the best food!!! Even though it was late her father was really cool and he like to cook for people said if I ever wanted a free meal just to come on over. I ( Read more... ) -
Boys Boys Boys.....
There is is just so much going on with me right now and there has been some really weird happenings. Not so much weird just a bit awkward.
Let's start with Saturday: I went on a date with a guy named Laurent he was really cute and nice but kinda weird. The whole night i was kin of thinking he was on ecstacy because he was all weird when i would ( Read more... ) -
day dreams and nightmares
Spending a lot of my time in solitude gives me the opportunity to think mostly about myself and the person that I want to become. i came to the realization today that if i want to have the things I want I have to be able to go out and claim them. I've always been a big dreamer but I'll admit that I can be quite lazy. So today I decided to dedicate ( Read more... )