Wishes I could find a real job and move far far away from this damn place. Wishes money wasn't an issue and housing was easy to come by...ugh...

Tomorrow is Terry's birthday and I have no idea what to do for him. Normally, we go to Pennsic and he consider that his birthday present, but this year we can't go.

Wyatt wants to get him a Bonsai Tree, Mav hasn't said what he wants to do yet, and I am at a complete loss.

Oh well....I try to figure out something...

I was most impressed with myself as I showed great restraint by not pounding the living crap out of another person last night at a boy scout meeting. Although it was very difficult especially as I saw this person say the boyscout oath with her son. She has a lot of gull saying honesty, loyalty and morally straight.... Fortunately for her, she ( Read more... )

Can't sleep been up since before 3 am... I don't understand the double standard..Guess I never will..Love just sucks....Hate to tell you, but "what she doesn't know won't hurt her" doesn't always work....

Spent the day doing mostly nothing,did get errands done and talked A about what to do for our 15th Anniversary this year. Normally, we don't do anything, but seeing how this year is our 15th and IMO nothing to sneeze at (considering in the last 2 days 5 couples we know are having marriage issues and are talking divorce, and have been together for ( Read more... )

I really hate it when things get my husband stressed. When he is stressed, I get stressed and our household is not a pleasant place to be. I need to go hit something...and would prefer to break it. Maybe not so much something as someone....though I doubt it would do much good.

If anyone has any other fundraising ideas, I would love to hear them. Please keep in mind however, we live in a small community and resources are very limited ( Read more... )

I am not a happy person. I screwed up my foot comp for the second time. I now need a 95% to comp. This is stupid since I know the stuff I need to do. I just don't know when it comes time to comp, why my head isn't letting my hands do it ( Read more... )

What's surprised you the most about me (if anything) since beginning to read my LJ (or when you met me in real life, for those who have)? Has anything about me been completely unexpected or have I always fit the picture of me you had in your head?

After fighting with HP and technology in general this week, I went and had my 2nd session of my backpiece done today. Felt much better after being stuck thousands of times by a needle. I wonder if I can write this off as therapy sessions ( Read more... )