I can fix this. I have to do this.

It's both sad and liberating to realize that everyone would truly be better off without you. I'm tired of being an annoyance to my friends and a burden to my wife. I'm a fat, bald, annoying, worthless piece of shit who's wasted his life and made everyone else's lives worse. I'm so sorry.

I never feel more alone than when I'm surrounded by people.

Why should I believe in myself when no one else does?

I still think about killing myself. At least once a week, I entertain vivid fantasies of taking a bunch of pills with liquor, or jumping from the 17th floor of a tower, or putting a gun against my temple and pulling the trigger. Soon after, I usually feel angry at myself because I'm a middle-class married white male with a family and a good job ( Read more... )

Still here, I see.

Scott McCurry is a surprisingly good guitarist/singer/songwriter. I got his compact disc, entitled "Like the Sun" and I absolutely love all but one song, which is the one I only "really like". It was 10 cents at a thrift store. A dime. Ten pieces of copper. And actually, I've seen it (for a dime) in two different thrift chains, so I'm assuming ( Read more... )

Ever wonder why I no longer want to play Mario Party?

Anyone know how I can get my hands on Beck's 8-bit Remix album?

I'm looking at you, Bill Heidrich.

EMI Records (the record label that has signed such acts as The Beatles, The Rolling Stones, and Coldplay) has reported a 10% drop in profits this year as compared to last year. There are also several high-level executives in the company who will be laid off. The company cites Internet piracy as the largest, if not the sole, cause of their ( Read more... )