Ive always been good at giving up, and starting new things. I gave it all up. not all the way though. like that of land before time, littlefoot teaches all of us a deep felt lesson. the soft serenade of the Treestar. softly cry me to sleep the knowledge of arrival of existance. a baby is born. anyone in 88' is a dragon.

I shall begin working once more at the bremerton elks still lost in my thoughts and still lost in faces wondering how and why wondering when and is it to soon, knowing I won't see you again. afraid of the past prepared for the present. holding onto more than just a wish, letting go of more than desire, I love you all.

I cry and whine shes mine then I think and then I lose her.

with every end there will always be a new beginning.

nicrynerloser

listening to beirut, about to clean my dogs pen up. Im moving back into my father's house. Which sounds like a good end to a long journal.

Im feeling happy again.

is all I have been, for no reason. just burned that way.

"will, continue down the road of darkness, where nobody listens and everybody cares."-burroughs?

and I know that none of you will ever love me again but what else can I say.

"I will see you tomorrow."

I fucked up

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this is the part of the story wher everyone listens to these two songs

race for the prize

and then

Do You Realize?

We are all dark boys existing. I realize I may have sounded suicidal a little while ago but I want everyone to know how deeply I am affected by death. my heart cannot withstand the pain of total loss, and whenever it is mentioned or discussed I have no other choice but to become depressed. so in that I say I love you all and i will see you soon. on ( Read more... )