So, I just feel compelled to empty my soul tonight....so here goes ( Read more... )

To all of you whom i've grown with in these last four years ( Read more... )

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So, I haven't updated in quite some time. It's not like there's a whole lot new, just more bullshit. I'd rather not get into it though, because it's finally not bothering me as much...or maybe i'm just good at covering it up. I don't know ( Read more... )

I went to visit Ricky today. And talked to grandpa as well. I asked them both to just kinda show Nick around up there, so he isn't sitting around by himself wondering what to do. Is anyone else going to the funeral, or just the viewings?? Idk if I can handle saying goodbye to someone else again this year. I'll most definatly be at the viewing ( Read more... )

FELT, NICHOLAS S.; of Waterford; December 8, 2005; age 17. Beloved son of Joel E. Felt and the late Jennifer Felt; dear brother of Andrew Felt, Zachary Felt and Christina Newman; dear grandson of Charles Alle, Jeanette Turnbull and Norman and Helen Felt; also survived by his friend Jenelle Ball and many aunts, uncles and cousins. Nicholas attended ( Read more... )

Nick, we haven't hung out much since 8th grade, but just that talking on the occasion kept you close at heart. Remembering middle school and your smart ass comments and your goofy smile. I'm sorry about the things that have happened to you, and it's completely unfortunate that this day came now. Less than 7 months until graduation, they better ( Read more... )

Every time the family gets together, it's only a constant reminder that you're not there, and that i'll never see you again. Thanksgiving was okay. Very frustrating and aggrivating at many points throughout the evening though. I'd sitt here by myself, and normally, you'd be there with me just talking to me. Maybe about school, about work, about ( Read more... )

Well, he's been gona since July 7th, and I wish he was back home, safe here with me.  William Thompson, I love you so damn much!  So, he'll be home on December 21st...And i'm skipping school to go get him from the airport!  That makes me excited.  I'm sending some things down to his base with his brother next thursday.  I wish I could have gone... ( Read more... )

Fuck this, Fuck LIFE.