its insane when you realize the day you feel something again. Its probably the same feeling some douche bag Christian gets when they become born again. The air feels crisper, the days seem too short. The people. Ahh the people here. How i can remember being new here. Fresh. I feel almost new here again. I guess i took a lot of things for granted ( Read more... )

Welp I found a bad ass place to live. It has a computer lab downstairs along with some other grade a shit. It has hardwood floors and a ton of windows. I cant fucking wait to move in. The first of the month. My cousin got me a job at the record shop. So that will be bad ass. Alot of cute boys work there :) Beth my cousins grade a girlfriend is ( Read more... )

Looking back at all those journal entries left my stomach aching. Its weird. Everyone I used to be so close with was all just a waste of time. I cant feel bad about it anymore. Now I know how people are really supposed to be. Not backstabbing lying ingrates. And I learned alot about myself as well. You are your own best company. It kinda sucks when ( Read more... )

We can spend our lives letting the world tell us who we are. Sane or insane. Saints or sex addicts. Heros or victims. Letting history tell us how good or bad we are ( Read more... )