so ive been really nausious and shaky and my entire middle section of my body has been aching with cramps and im not on my period so idk whats wrong with me and i havent thrown up if i had i would be feeling lots better but i think im getting better at least i hope i am but then again i was feeling better tues and didnt yesterday or today ( Read more... )

ok so i got home from jogging and madea a smoothie, ill post the ingredients below cuz it was good, but it wasnt mixing well so i took the lid off the lid and stucka wooden spoon in to mix it up well and i took the spoon out and half of it was gone so my mom will prolyl be pissed cuz weve had the sppons forever AND i was finding bits of wood in ( Read more... )

ok no more whining and complaining its my own fault, but THIS post is for orrin so he can comment! so if u see this on YOUR friends page COMMENT!!

ok so i found out he likes sumone else ( Read more... )

so yesterday came and passed and nothing i decided that i am going to let it die slowly i still think i really like him but if he thought the same hed tlka to me too and i have no balls whatsoever so i didnt say ne thing it seems really easy but of course i cant do it becuase its insanely hard it is. i eman seriosuly hey id like to ahng out w. u ( Read more... )

in two weeks at the last home game i will do it...

i hope...

if i have the guts...

and if my "insider" has good news...

and if i am brave...

and if i can talk more between now and then...

everyone is coupling up i have never seen this phenomenon before...

its depressing me so...

i think im gonna go in..blindfolded

whats the worst that could happen? he'll say no right?

A. so there's this guy, the SAME guy frm forever that i keep saying im not attracted to...

B. itd be nice to have a date( of the opposite sex) for homecoming, marys great and all but just not the same...

C. itd be even greater if A and B had the same idea...

D. but it wont happen becuase i dont even think he thinks about me ne more, if ever...

i hope my house is here when i get back.

call me ( the people staying) if ne thing happens that i should know about i.e. the island is 6 ft under and my house is gone

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i havent updated in a long time.

now i have.

im tired of everything ,mainly of me,just plain tired.

o well this year seems like all the others... where again i go unnoticed.