...to start using LiveJournal as a proper diary and just use FaceSpace for the hi, hello, who's up to what stuff.

Then, two years later I log in and I say, "Whoa, Live Journal still exists?! Cool!" and take a walk down memory lane.

Dec. 2012 was my last post.  Maybe one of these years...............

The really depressing thing about this is that *I* KNOW, inside, that I tried as hard as I could and gave it everything I had.  So my best really is just not good enough.    
So I really do just totally give up.

I couldn't even support myself and half support my kid, at the best job I ever found.  And now I know I wasn't good enough for that job.
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Nigel almost falls off the couch, but catches himself.  Mike explains that one of these times he won't catch himself, and he will fall on the ground and get hurt, and he will cry and cry ( Read more... )

5 bedrooms, $2800 a month.  4 bedrooms on the second floor, one huge suite with its own bathroom with jacuzzi bath tub on the 3rd floor.  On the 1st floor, huge living room and dining room, and swank-ass eat-in kitchen with a mile of cabinets and counters :)  Working fireplace, multi-zone central air (ooh, la la!), nice washer and dryer. Sweeeeet ( Read more... )

In the past week, Nigel has added "neighborhood" to his repertoire.  He's been saying "bus stop" for a while, with great interest, and this I believe caused him to especially latch on to the song "It Happens Every Day" by Dar Williams, when it plays in my house.  The song begins, "The first part of every day for me is good... I've got the bus stop ( Read more... )

Yes.  I am too depressed to do anything to try to make myself less depressed.
No.  Knowing that is not half the battle.

I managed to take a shower, put on a proper top, and cook some eggs.
I'm tired now.

...why are my friends only my friends until I actually need a friend?

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