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No...I'm not dead...yet.
This probably wont even be read, but I really rally want to write about my life. Right now, at this point in time, I have here at Grace U for about month and a week. I feel like I've been here for forever. I think that that is somewhat of a bad thing...selfishly speaking. I'm living in the dorms and I've made two bosom friends that I will know for ( Read more... ) -
Joyful trillings on the Grace of God.
I had a piano festival today. I went, played for this judge, completely ruined one piece, felt disapointed, reasoned with self, came to conclusion that this incident had nothing to do with God's opinion of me, took a written exam, wandered around...I then went to look at the ratings that the judges gave for each person. I got one of the highest ( Read more... ) -
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holy cow...heh. Life is just so danged odd. *shakes fist in air*..BUT, I am NOT giving up YET!! I keep thinking about a verse in proverbs that says how weak a person is if they falter when the going gets tough. I want to scream at it and say, " You don't KNOW me, or my situation..so you have to place to say THAT!!" and yet...it's true. I am weak, I ( Read more... ) -
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I will lift my eyes- Bebo Norman ( Read more... ) -
God......why?
People say that life is determined by the choices that you make and what you become is completely up to you. ( Thats the popular notion anyway. ) I think that that is too rediculously complicated and far too simple all at once. First off, all of life is ordained and designed to give glory to God. But, apart from that, ( how ones does get aprt from ( Read more... ) -
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So things are a little hectic right now. I'm trying to balance school and work..and at least try and get out now and then. I have less of a social life than 6 year-old neighbor. oh well..it wont be long until I am DONE !! I have senioritas soo bad. I just want to be done with this stuff. This summer isn't going to be very relaxing. Theres too much ( Read more... ) -
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Is it strange to be able to connect with people that are almost strangers, when you can't open up to your sister? It's like my sister wants to know whats going on in my life and she looks at me with knowledge of my past and these open, guilless, honest, caring eyes..and I feel like I'm going to break something if I open up and tell her everything. ( Read more... ) -
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well...Thanksgiving was good. My aunt and uncle and my several cousins came over and invaded with lovely informality. I had to work at 2 and when I got back, the movie marathon had barely started. All my 5 girl cousins spent the night and Katie and I stayed up the rest of what was left of the night and talked about everything important. I hadn't ( Read more... ) -
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well, here I am...Sunday evening. I'm sitting on the computer chair sideways with my legs crossed and the chair is up high enough so I'm squashing one leg against the underside of the computer table and it's numb and cold..the leg I mean. My whole upper body is hunched over the desk and and it's perfectly still 'cept for my hands.I'm completely in ( Read more... )