I need new music so badly it hurts! What are you listening to these days?

What does one do when everything that turned them on a week ago now makes them nauseous? I can't find any porn that doesn't make me sick. I can't think of anything to masturbate about that doesn't make me feel sick. I think I am completely broke at this point ( Read more... )

I seem to be having a few issues with my reality. I feel like I am shifted a bit off center in time. Sleep deprivation and shifting from a day schedule to a night one have that effect I guess.

So, I have been fond of saying lately that my day of work ends with me saying one of two things ( Read more... )

...I had just about gotten used to a day schedule, I find out I am going back to graveyards. *Whimper*

On days I don't have to work I have no trouble sleeping for 12 hours straight. On days I have to work I struggle to get more than 3. I hate this.

I find I am fixating on needles and flesh lately. Even down to the point of contemplating looking for an apprenticeship as a piercer. I am so broken. Maybe I should post a want ad: Will make you bleed copious amounts of blood for a the low low price of a blow job.

Worth a try you think?

Apparently this week is spring break. I have yet in my lifetime to experience the debauchery that MTV proposed that we should all experience. Instead i sit in my living-room sticking my tongue into an unwilling nose and getting a large scratch up my ribcage. This was followed by a standoff in the kitchen that pretty much went like this: "Touch ( Read more... )

I figured I should post something before the two years without a post hit (in 5 days). I am now working on my bachelors in nursing, working in Grants as a Nurse, and still being a relative hermit. That being said I am trying to force myself into being social ( Read more... )

another semester....here we go!