Define "awkward."

Going back and reading your old posts on livejournal from the early 2000s, after getting LJ spam mail from a fake user.

i hate the people
i hate the place
i hate this lifestyle
i hate your face

I'd like to find a girl
a cute girl
an honest girl
a caring girl
a girl that's actually worth my time =/

Like clockwork they took my car
it's only a matter of days before they throw me out of the house
And i have no where to go, no family, friend's can't help
I'm gonna need to think of something damn clever this time

Why can't i have it..
it's the only thing I want
the only thing i really desire
and it's right there just outside my reach
and yet.. it will never be mine

crush me

Happy birthday brendon

since no one seemed to have remembered

You don't know us yet

but it's a matter of time..

3 weeks, and we get to work

everything that i had feared happening happened ( Read more... )

The days count down...
I think i am over excited......
I was out of town and involved with another girl when she left
and I kinda numbed her out for a while
but the truth is she was always on my mind
whether i like it or not
and i can't wait to see her
even if we fall short of seeing eachother eye-to-eye
I've lived with it this long... I suppose I ( Read more... )

Take a walk with me under twighlight skies
The world asleep as the night slides by
I'm waiting so patiently, ever so patiently
for that moment in time where our hearts collide..<3

I miss you something terrible
I'm going crazy waiting for your call
but I know that you will call me the first second you get a chance
exactly how far away is texas?