well, i went to kamloops, and now i'm back. that's about all i have to say about that. thank god i'm home *sigh*. but what a pisser this weather is! it's cold as bloody hell ( Read more... )

well, i saw tyler for the first time since our breakup yesterday... it was a bit odd. i'd kinda managed to push the fact that he's absolutely beautiful out of my memory, and the second he peeked in the door i was hit with an uncontrollable urge to maul him. *sigh* but i did control it. luckily a friend of mine that i hadn't seen in ages was also ( Read more... )

i can't believe i stayed until wednesday! what a crazy weekend-turned-week. it was so great being surrounded by all my close friends, sharing our support, laughing, crying... and drinking.. *hehe*. and i'm so happy that i connected so well with a coupla people who had always been "friends of friends".. it's a good lesson for me, just reach out to ( Read more... )

my party that i've been looking forward to seems to have been cancelled :P it's for a very good reason tho, so i'm not too upset-the friend who was hosting it recently found out that a close family friend is dying, so she wanted to go see her this weekend. as if any decent human being could feel sorry for themselves after hearing THAT. *sighs* poor ( Read more... )

eeeeeeee! glen's cd came out today!!!! i ordered it right right right away, and it should be here in about two weeks... EEEEE! so so so so so so excited ( Read more... )

today's a very cozy day... it's snowing like crazy outside, and both of my parents are home sick (they're sick! really!), so we're all just camping out in the living room watching movies. it's the first time in awhile that i've felt really content, and genuinely at peace. this is nice ( Read more... )

... but everything just seems to have lost its lustre lately. ah well. happy birthday to me. i'm now officially 19. and celebrating it alone.

maybe my party will cheer me up... god, i hope so.

but sadly, sometimes life gives us no choice. my two years with tyler have come to an end ( Read more... )

yeah, i'm pretty sure that's the title of the poem below. "daybreak". not too creative, but it works ( Read more... )

it hurts to watch you sleep ( Read more... )