The intuitive mind is a sacred gift, and the rational mind is a faithful servant.
We have created a society that honours the servant and has forgotten the gift. 
- Albert Einstein

i feel like fucking shit. i'm so fucking ugly. and so fucking fat. i fucking hate myself.

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"Love was the boy that always chased you around playing tag.
Cutting was something you did in art class.
The only time you didn't eat was when you weren't hungry.
Getting high meant swinging at the playground.
The worst thing you could get from boys was cooties.
Mom was your hero, and Dad was the boy you wanted to marry.
Your worst enemies were your ( Read more... )

Burn it down till the embers smoke on the ground
And start anew when your heart is an empty room
With walls of the deepest blue

Home's face: how it ages when you're away
Spring blooms and you find the love that's true
But you don't know what now to do

Cause the chase is all you know
And she stopped running months ago

And all you see is where else ( Read more... )

When we laugh indoors the blissful tones bounce off the walls
and fall to the ground.
Peel the hardwood backs
and let them loose from decades trapped and listen so still.

This city is my home construction noise all day long
and gutter punks bumming change.
So I breed thicker skin and let my lustrous coat fill in
and i'll never admit i loved you ( Read more... )