My head hurts.

[countesspyra]

Alright. I've decided to update on whats going on in my life, even though it seems so surreal. In all honesty, I keep thinking that if I go to sleep, I'll wake up and nothing will have happened

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[anschulidguen]

i'm so sorry that you're going through all of this. i wish there was something i could do, it's tearing me up seeing you in pain and heartache and despair. i hate seeing others that i care for in pain, and those that they love in pain as well, i could care less for myself, if my life could somehow be used to save your fathers i'd give it up in a heartbeat. like i said before, i doubt my prayers would help but i have been trying my best to not command or ask God to save your fathers life but rather i'm begging him to give your father some more time, a second chance so to say to see you grow into the excellent woman i know in my heart you're destined to become, to see you get married, to teach his grandchildren many things, then when he is old and spent that he is then ready and able to go to Heaven and be within God's council. it's a good idea to go out, get out of the house and try to keep your mind off of it for a while, put things in perspective, calm down and see things better and clearer. i can tell you from experience of a great

[s1l3nc3dtrag3dy]

Laura, I wish I knew what to say- I wish I could be with you to hold you and be with you! I know your dad is so intellegent and loves you so much, even from what I saw little of him when I went over last year. Have a good time out on the town tonight, and know that God is there to give you peace and comfort through trying times. I know what you meant about wanting him to be there for you, your children, and your life, and I feel the same about my dad too! I love you so much, and you and your dad are both in my constant prayers.

[shutupyourdumb]

ill make it a little easier for you...death is something we'll have to come accross. i know youve acknowlegded this, because you said so yourself, God's will be done, etc. but no matter the outcome, you will change. you'll get stronger. youll see life in an even more different perspective

[sporadic_memory]

laura-

I have no idea what to say..
I guess i can tell you just to be strong
I wish i knew what to say
You're in my prayers. And I think you have the best attitude.. saying that you should be praying for the will of God to happen.
I cant even fathom what your going through, I'm always here to talk. call me okay?
Im here for you, and i love you and im sorry that you have to go through this..

be strong laura

[sweet_secret02]

Laura,

I'm so sorry that you have to be going through this. I don't know what to tell you besides always rely on God and that I'm always here for you and I love you very much. Whenever you need anything, 2 am, call me. I'll be there for you. ♥ xoxo

Tears to break his heart of ice

[fire_brimstone]

First i would like to say that i love you and that i want to help you if i can. The first thing that comes into my head is why... Why does this need to happen to her? Why now?

i will quote someone wiser than myself, "To be loved so deeply, even though the person who loved you is gone, will give us some protection forever." I urge you to take heart it that he loves you, God loves you, thoes arround you love you. Take courage in that to the well organized mind death is but the next great adventure. And i urge you not to tread the path i have taken, not to let this bitter frost freeze your heart, do not refuse your emotions, for all emotions are not evil. Do not allow anger to reign over you as it does me.

You are loved, rember that always.

Again may the armies of darkness march 'neath bannors of Green and Black and may you take sleep...