Jeane: *something something* a negative energy in your life..
Me: I agree. You don't realize it's present until it's gone. I told my dance teacher about when I broke up with my boyfriend-
Jeane: You did?!!!! That's great!!!
Me: I'm talking about my college boyfriend. Not my current boyfriend....

She realized her mistake, mumbled some quick apology. I ( Read more... )

Things I accomplished today:

1) Great work out. Biked to tahitian class, biked back home. I'm in (good) pain.

2) Cooked a satisfying, healthy dinner. I've had to unlearn everything about Filipino cooking. In my attempts at healthier food, half the time I'm making a lot of mistakes. And then I have to eat it. Today I learned why parsley is mostly ya ( Read more... )

I emailed my godmother a few days ago and she responded today. It made me happy and lingaw as we say in bisaya. It sentiments nostalgia. I'd never been close with my godmother in the past. One of those adult moments hit- where you start to yearn for a reconnection with someone from your past, be it family or old friends (that never pissed you off ( Read more... )

Love and joy ring in my heart. Jason called me yesterday. He's got one more month of basic and then he'll have his phone back. 3 months feels like 3 years.

Met with Matt Harrison for the Jake Shimabukuro concert at the Highline Ballroom, Thursday 3/27/14.

After, we had a long kindred talk about how we were both in the same position concerning family hating on our significant others. He has more to lose and has it bad right now. I'm just getting started. He says it's not a popularity contest anymore- no ( Read more... )

You ever see something you wanted so bad and realized what it took for you to finally get it? I always wanted to fall head over heels in love; to feel unbridled and unconditional love and passion for someone and have them return the favor.

That shit was hard.

So now that I've got it, I began to sacrifice it. Lately, I've been praying for Jason's safe ( Read more... )

I feel so alone. It's not healthy. I hope to fill in the gaps with love from the AZ and LA fam.

"What makes you and I strong, other than our attraction to each other, is how good we communicate."

-- Jason

I tell him every day that having him to finally call mine is a dream come true. I've wanted him for so long and now that I do, I hold him very dear. He is worth the wait.

The test of faith and love begins.

Tonight, Jonathan asks me all the questions that I will be facing when I go to AZ. Everyone wants to know why it's going to be a year before I see him again.. Why can't I see him before he goes off to basic training. I want to know why too. He didn't say much except that he was too busy, is wrapped up with work at ( Read more... )

Hi babe.

I'm sorry for how moody I was this morning when you called and I hope I didn't take it out on you too much. I really missed you all day today after we had spoke.

I've calmed down some regarding the "stalking" by your girl coworker. Nobody could've anticipated that. I had just never felt, I guess you could say, violated, and it was my initial ( Read more... )