Ugh.

[cool_____]

This sucks. It is hard for me to go to work, and smile, and laugh when a memeber makes a joke. It is hard for me to talk to people when all I want to do is sleep all day and not see anyone, talk to anyone, not be social at all. It is the hardest thing; getting up in the morning, coming here, being forced to do this, all the while being on the verge

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[steywhatyouare]

i felt like this a few months ago. and work just plain sucks especially when you're not in the mood to deal with people, but eventually you snap out of it and things are ok. that's wher ei'm at now. but i also wanna get away from my hometown as soon as possible. i wouldn't consider it running away from problems, i mean sometimes problems will never be fixed regardless of wher eyou are. if i were to stay here or not, me and my ex-boyfriend could still never be friends. we'll just never get along. and i can't stand everyone in this town and the dull scenery and the same freaking day over and over and over. i guess what i'm trying to say is, if you are planning to leave.... we could go together!!!!!!!! haa. in all seriousness though, chin up. and good luck with everything. woo.

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[cool_____]

I am taking that into consideration, girl

IM me...MEGGI x TIME

[heatherhorrible]

I dont think you are running away.
I think you one of the few that realizes how fucking shitty
the imfamous drama-filled Merrimack Valley really is.
One of the few that actually makes the big decision of moving out of here.
It can be worse for some, great for others. Whatever.
But i praise you for making the "change"
and getting the hell away from here.
♥hh