i gotta make this quick. im at school. im grounded from the computer until sunday. this is pure torture and they know it. but ill be back sunday... unless they make it longer. GAHHHH *kills*.

AHHHHHH IT JUST SUNK IN!!!!!! IM DONE WITH CHEMISTRY!!!!!

WHOOOOOO FUCK CHEMISTRY!!!!

im FREAKED. a friend of mine is going in for heart surgery friday. FRIDAY! she's freaking 14 years old. wtf... WTF WTF WTF! this soooo isnt cool. im gonna go visit her of course, her parents want me to and she wants me too. we're really tight. i cant believe she's going in for heart surgery.. omfg ( Read more... )

long ass quiz stolen from carrie. i hate my answers. id redo it if i had more time.

( if u have time to read it... )

so it turns out i hate iowa. i knew this before, but even more so now. i hate my friends here... i hate the schools i go to... and i hate the way im treated. i went to illinois to visit friends for new years... i didnt get called a freak or talked down to once. NOT ONCE! and most of all... i was comfortable there. ive NEVER been comfortable around ( Read more... )

im leaving tomarrow night for illinois. ill be back on the 2nd i do believe. im a little nervous about the bus thing. i dislike car rides over 2 hours and i have no sense of direction. im always clueless in new places, and theres a 3 hour layover in chicago... then i must find my way and get onto another bus. will i get lost? most definately. ( Read more... )

my regular school got out today! which MEANS both schools are out for winter break... which MEANS.... NO SCHOOL!!!!! WEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!

are you fucking kidding me? murphy (cat) just drooled on me. i thought oliver was our only drooler. of course olivers nastier. i raised my kitties well...
ones fat
ones anti social
one drools
ones cross eyed and retarted

then the cat im baby sitting for is drooling too

jeepers

but yeah... i ended up not sleeping last night. gah...

6:30 am... havent slept yet... too horny. why's this always happen????

my neighbor andrew... he was taken away in an ambulence. he's dying, i knwo that. he has MS. but... he might be dead and I DONT KNOW. god my minds racing like no other, and my chest really hurts. he's 16... he cant die yet! this is so unfair. *feels like crying*