Baby Don't Cry, 1/?
Title: Baby Don't Cry, 1/?
Rating: Overall R
Pairing: Chen/Lay
Genre: Angst
Summary: Chen wants to fix Lay's broken heart. Lay is scared of using him.
Chen:
Hyung, please stop crying. It’s Jongdae. You remember me. It’s Chen Chen, you know who I am. Just - just stop crying. You’ll be okay. Look, you’re scaring the others. I know, I - I know you’re upset, but please.
You’re scaring me.
He didn’t mean it, okay? He didn’t mean to break your heart. You’re not worthless. Please stop saying that, because I can’t bear to hear it. It’s lies, hyung. No one would ever think you weren’t good enough. No one. He’s stupid. He’s really, really stupid.
I don’t understand how he couldn’t want you. He’s just a horrible person, hyung, listen. He’s - he’s a shithead. He doesn’t get you, he obviously didn’t know how much you loved him. He’s not worth your love. You need to stop crying for him, because it’s what he wants. Are you going to feed his ego?
I don’t want you to do that, hyung. His ego was overinflated anyway. I know you’re better than this. Where’s my usual hyung? Xing Xing, please. This isn’t normal. I’ve never seen you cry this much, never.
What did he do, hyung? What did he do? How can he have made you cry so much? Why, why won’t you listen to me? I’m telling the truth. You are so amazing, hyung. You are. I’m not lying, I’m not!
Yi Xing hyung, you know I don’t lie. Why would I say this if it wasn’t true?
Can you at least eat? I haven’t seen you eat a proper meal in days, and you’ll waste away if you don’t. Come on, it’s your favourite. Kris-hyung sent me out to get it specially. We all care, hyung. We want you back.
I - I don’t know what I’ll do if you stay like this. I-if you stay like this, who am I going to talk with? You make me laugh, hyung. I’ve really been missing it these past few days.
He’s a dick. Hyung, that’s all I can say. I don’t know how to put it plainer than that. I never liked him. He wasn’t good enough for you. He didn’t appreciate you, didn’t want to think about your needs. He’s a liar and a cheat, so why are you wasting all of this emotion on him?
He didn’t…love you, hyung. He was an idiot for that. He should have loved you back. I-I mean, how could anyone think you were worthless? I just -
Xing Xing hyung, are you listening?
I hope you are, because - well, yeah. I don’t really want to repeat this. I didn’t - you can ignore me if you want, hyung, alright? I-I’m not meaning to take advantage. I just. I can’t see you like this and hear you say these things because it’s just not right. I don’t know where you got the idea that you're nothing. It’s the biggest load of-of crap I’ve ever heard.
Hyung, I -
I’ll just say it quickly.
I love you, hyung.
And I can’t see you like this anymore, so just - just. I want you to know that I care, okay? I really do care, Yi Xing hyung. No, I’m not going to go away. I won’t leave you.
I won’t leave you.
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Rating: Overall R
Pairing: Chen/Lay
Genre: Angst
Summary: Chen wants to fix Lay's broken heart. Lay is scared of using him.
Chen:
Hyung, please stop crying. It’s Jongdae. You remember me. It’s Chen Chen, you know who I am. Just - just stop crying. You’ll be okay. Look, you’re scaring the others. I know, I - I know you’re upset, but please.
You’re scaring me.
He didn’t mean it, okay? He didn’t mean to break your heart. You’re not worthless. Please stop saying that, because I can’t bear to hear it. It’s lies, hyung. No one would ever think you weren’t good enough. No one. He’s stupid. He’s really, really stupid.
I don’t understand how he couldn’t want you. He’s just a horrible person, hyung, listen. He’s - he’s a shithead. He doesn’t get you, he obviously didn’t know how much you loved him. He’s not worth your love. You need to stop crying for him, because it’s what he wants. Are you going to feed his ego?
I don’t want you to do that, hyung. His ego was overinflated anyway. I know you’re better than this. Where’s my usual hyung? Xing Xing, please. This isn’t normal. I’ve never seen you cry this much, never.
What did he do, hyung? What did he do? How can he have made you cry so much? Why, why won’t you listen to me? I’m telling the truth. You are so amazing, hyung. You are. I’m not lying, I’m not!
Yi Xing hyung, you know I don’t lie. Why would I say this if it wasn’t true?
Can you at least eat? I haven’t seen you eat a proper meal in days, and you’ll waste away if you don’t. Come on, it’s your favourite. Kris-hyung sent me out to get it specially. We all care, hyung. We want you back.
I - I don’t know what I’ll do if you stay like this. I-if you stay like this, who am I going to talk with? You make me laugh, hyung. I’ve really been missing it these past few days.
He’s a dick. Hyung, that’s all I can say. I don’t know how to put it plainer than that. I never liked him. He wasn’t good enough for you. He didn’t appreciate you, didn’t want to think about your needs. He’s a liar and a cheat, so why are you wasting all of this emotion on him?
He didn’t…love you, hyung. He was an idiot for that. He should have loved you back. I-I mean, how could anyone think you were worthless? I just -
Xing Xing hyung, are you listening?
I hope you are, because - well, yeah. I don’t really want to repeat this. I didn’t - you can ignore me if you want, hyung, alright? I-I’m not meaning to take advantage. I just. I can’t see you like this and hear you say these things because it’s just not right. I don’t know where you got the idea that you're nothing. It’s the biggest load of-of crap I’ve ever heard.
Hyung, I -
I’ll just say it quickly.
I love you, hyung.
And I can’t see you like this anymore, so just - just. I want you to know that I care, okay? I really do care, Yi Xing hyung. No, I’m not going to go away. I won’t leave you.
I won’t leave you.
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