today i hid in my school's stairway and cried on the phone to my friend.

so i havent been writing in this thing for a while. since i last updated, ive gone on exchange, met countless people from different countries, had a real good time and now i'm back in singapore. my mood since ive been back has been alternating between happiness and sadness. which is normal, only this time, i feel sad on more days than happy. and ( Read more... )

Waiting in the airport to board the plane. So damn freakinng weepy. Doesnt help to know that if i waited for just 3 more minutes i could have seen my grandma.

it's 330am and i'm still awake. i hope i dont crash during brunch at 10am tomorrow. haa.

but anyway, been staying up to finish up my plan for the london part of my trip. kinda scary how there are only 11 days to my departure. 11 DAYS! i can't wait yet at the same time, i feel so unprepared. i haven't had time to plan the dublin part of the trip ( Read more... )

well this is frustrating.

need to figure out travelling plans. do some proper research and planning. and then idk, find a place to store my luggage while i roam london. oh yes. and find a hostel to live in and decide where im going for the 12 days. goodness.   

sometimes i get into one of these moods where all i wanna do is wallow in self-pity and be angry at the world but what good does that achieve? precisely nothing. it just makes me bitter and unhappy. but how do i get out of this rut?

one day when i was bored, i created a tumblr for exchange even though im still months away from exchange. it's called beerischeaperthanwaterhere. currently, it has nothing but whining on it. ahhahahahha ( Read more... )

havent been posting in this journal lately! ive sorta been posting on tumblr instead since im always on it but it feels really weird because some people who i know irl and am not close to follow me on that tumblr ( Read more... )

for some reason, i am starting to feel trapped again. only have 1 week of holidays left before work starts for the next three months.