Tomorrow, I begin the reconstruction of my body.

One pill makes you larger, and one pill makes you small ( Read more... )

I feel like death walking.

I can't feel anything anymore.

These lungs arent breathing, this herat stops beating.

I will never be anything special to any one special person of mine. I have found it impossible to obtain it. To have a stable, pure realtionship. I am incabable ( Read more... )

This past weekend was even better than the last. I am becoming more and more content with my life right now, as the days go by ( Read more... )

Had a good new year. Good birthday. The drama in my life that was building and piling into a cluster, has been subsiding. I'm glad for that. I came to the conclusion that i do not need many people in my life. It's not about how many people you know, or are aquainted with, or how popular you are. It's about the select few who are in yuor life, the ( Read more... )

Things are completely fucked up.
It's my fault as always
and i may have lost some friends last night that I have no way of fixiing what was caused or changed for us.
No matter how i try, everything gets worse.

Merry Christmas all ( Read more... )

I love how I am deleted from people's lives like I never meant anything ( Read more... )

Saturday night was the same as Friday, except for worse. I was incredibly belligerent and everyone there was concerned/trying to take care of me and keepme in control. I had a long talk about it with Paul. I have recently become noticibly more popular, and all of it is so new to me. All throughout my years in school, right up until I finished ( Read more... )