ihatemyself

[chinese__rocks]

fuck.

what DO i deserve?

theres only one thing in the entrire fucking universe that i want, and i cant have it because its not mutual.

how can it not be? im still head over heels in love and my heart still belongs to only one person, and that person doesnt want it.

OUCH.its been 8months+ and its still that easy for you to lie to me, expect me

Comments

[___beau__ner]

in the long run man, you have to learn to be happy without someone before you can really be happy with anyone.

you can only depend on yourself for stability and happiness.

and you can't blame yourself for the inevitable end of your relationship, nothing lasts forever, especially at this age man.

i'm not sure if you're going to listen to any of that but listen to this. lets get high.

[deserting]

you're exactly right but if you were in his position i'd feel shitty too but i agree you have to be happy with yourself alone first.

[chinese__rocks]

dood i tried calling you that time but you didnt answer!

[__privates]

i feel that same way sometimes.

[chinese__rocks]

uh hu...

[miasma__doll]

that's not why things got fucked up today Jaime. Both of us were perfectly fine when we went to bed last night and woke up this morning. you just started shit again, again and again. I don't know if this pewny fucking comment will change anything, but I'm just letting you know, and also reminding you that...you need to stop fucking holding everything I do against me. You just keep on contradicting yourself, fuck

[miasma__doll]

I forgot also that, considering that you defaced me from our myspace, you might as well remove my presence from your livejournal too. why not ? rightt!

and oh my god, its so weird to know that random fucking people are feeding off and reading about our lives. next time, try to pick another way in getting someones attention by being a little more personal and less dramatically exploited.

defaced you?

[chinese__rocks]

YOURE the one that ignored the fact that WE had a myspace at all, and went along and made YOUR own. if youre gonna chew me out..get your shit straight, please.

Re: defaced you?

[brokenspindles]

damn thats some mad ass drama. i got an ounce with your name on it we'll blaze til we can tremember what the fuck girls are

Re: defaced you?

[chinese__rocks]

DOOD COME OVER!!@

[fuckedbyfashion]

I'm sorry to hear what's going on with your girl man, just remember that when you hit rock bottom theres nowhere to go but up! Call me and we'll pick up "kkk" where it was left off.

[chinese__rocks]

dood KillKillKeyboard needs life again, life i say.

[save_our_shit]

who told that guy he could be involved in kkk?

[chinese__rocks]

EDDIE?

dOOOOOOOOOOOd thats eDDIE@!