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cherry_wine

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Jan 13, 2005 23:45

I feel like I'm living a full on nightmare.. I can't believe Andy's gone.. He was only 18. He was always there for me whenever I needed a friend.. but he wasnt just a friend, he was my BEST friend.. someone that I knew would be there no matter what was going on between us, no matter who he was around or who he was with. He was a great person, and ( Read more... )

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indakiss January 14 2005, 04:58:15 UTC

=( I got a tear in my eye seriously, I guess it hit me because he was only 5 days older than me =( When it's something like that it hits me hard just thinkin wow, he's right there with me it could be anyone.

cherry_wine January 14 2005, 05:03:11 UTC

yeah i had to keep myself from crying while i was writing... :(
and i never expected it either.. i still dont think i realize it cause ive found myself actually picking up the phone to call him..then remembering that he wont answer..hes gone.. and it makes me so sad.. i dont know what to do.
it could happen to anyone.. this has seriously changed my impact on life.. i sometimes feel like it would've been easier if i never would've met him, but theres a reason behind everything, and i know one day.. i'll get to see him again. i still talk to him, in my prayers, telling him how much i wish he were here, and how i wish i could see him at least one more time.. i just never got to say goodbye.

indakiss January 14 2005, 05:07:07 UTC

Yeah, when my dad passed away i never really got to say goodbye, but then again it's not goodbye it's i'll see you later. For a while after that I would catch myself about to yell "dad come watch this", but of course he was not there to respond, it's been 5 yrs and till this day I still think about him everyday and forget he is gone.

cherry_wine January 14 2005, 05:12:50 UTC

i was just used to him picking me up off the floor when i was sad or something was bothering me.. and now hes not here to do that. i never realized how much i would miss him if something like this would happen.. i never really thought about. and your right... i dont wanna say goodbye so im not going to.. i know i'll see him again one of these days.. sooner or later, i just dont know. i just wish so badly i could see him one more time..

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cherry_wine January 14 2005, 05:14:20 UTC

thanks.

oxpiecesofyouxo January 14 2005, 23:21:29 UTC

im so sorry babe.
keep your head up.
<3 u

cherry_wine January 17 2005, 02:21:26 UTC

yeah.. it sux...
miss you.

x_tino_x January 17 2005, 03:35:17 UTC

Keep looking up, everything will be ok. Promise.

cherry_wine January 18 2005, 20:34:59 UTC

I hope so<3.
I miss talking to you.. Colby..
Do you still have aim??
Add me again, unless you like dont have my sn anymore..
Kinkieangelx0
xoxo<3