This is where I cut and Collapse

[checkrbrat]

I am no longer who I once was my childhood dreams are gone and my memories are marred by the relaities of growing up. So many things and people that I loved as a kid have changed and I feel so disconnected from them. I guess some things you really can never go back to. I don't think I am getting what I need out of what I once loved so much and

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[whispertrust]

:) Musical background is always an amazing thing to look back on... It also tells you quote a bit of things that you never knew about that person, during that time. :)

Meeting you was great. Out of ALL the people I have ever met at shows... out of all the people I still meet to this day, you're one of maybe two people that I have actually established a relationship with. We've grown pretty close the past year... and honestly, I am so thankful for it.

During my times of extreme hardship, you were the only one I could talk to. For some reason you always made me feel so much better about things... For some reason talking to you allowed me to get past so many things I thought were terrible. :)

One last note... this whole 5-6 year thing IS bullshit. :) :)

[checkrbrat]

Yeah for the first few years there our contact was spoadic(sp?) at best but I am also greatful to of grown as close as we have. I'm glad I've been able to help you that makes me smile. And yeah we have to fix this whole visiting thing i mean really my relationship with you remineds me of the one I had with my friend tawny.

I met tawny thoughr her brother that I "dated" for like a week in the 7th grade she answered the phone one day and well needless to say I ended up calling to talk to her alot more than him after that poor guy I was such a brat back then. I dont think her and I actually met till like 9th grade when her and I and her two bros went to the movies together. For a better part of high school and beyond she was apart of the Ghetto crew. It was actually her and her younger bro that went with me the night of the adf show.

[nunboi]

Woah, that had to be one of the best lj posts I've reads in a long time. Awesome, in all senses of the word.

Funny enough, I finish reading it, then check myspace only to see the above mentioned band Fractional had added me. I guess I should add them back now =p

[checkrbrat]

That is funny. Rodin doesnt like their music and they have changed so much musically its unreal oneday when you come over again and if you are interested Ill play you stuff thats 10 years old.