Child #1 is getting older Child #4 is also.

I think I am on this earth as an experiment. I love so much but I get beaten down. I never find happiness as hard as I look. I want to be happy. I latch onto people and try to depend on them to make me feel safe. I know I cant handle life when I dont feel safe. The unsafe situations I have been put in for 30+ years makes me crave for someone to ( Read more... )

Here is are questions I have always wanted to know the answers to. I want answers. I notice somewhere someone asked these same questions which makes me brave enough to ask ( Read more... )

Im seating here all alone imagining things deferentially from my life ( Read more... )

I will have you all know. My last post regarding kicking an old mans ass was perceived wrong. This is not about my dear dad. This is about Michael Freitas our local community 51 year old. Stop reading in to things please thank you.

Question:
How does a word become a swear word?

Fuck is the most common used swear word. I use that word most often at the wrong times.

Toodles.

I seriously want to kick a fifty something year old mans ass, or damage control needs to take place. Thats all. Peace out and bye.
Toodles

I am becoming very sickly and obnoxiously obsessed with American Idol.
For some disturbed reason I have fallen completely in love with Mario Vazquez.
After Vazquez I like Anwar, David Brown, Nadia Turner, and that Scott Saval character.
That is all for now. Later

I will have you all know,

I love Simon Cowell.

Asias deadly Tsunami has me thinking about life so much differently.
Seeing the images of the suffering and grief in southern Asia saddens me terribly.