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Mar 22, 2006 11:57

i can't believe the way time changes everything.. sometimes i want to go back and other times i want to fly forward a year. i'll never be at peace with knowing that the people who mean the most to me today may not even be speaking to me tomorrow. i want simplicity. i want happiness. i can't hold a grudge for longer than 5 minutes. i want to ( Read more... )

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onthedrive March 22 2006, 18:32:14 UTC

i'll never be at peace with knowing that the people who mean the most to me today may not even be speaking to me tomorrow.i know i've already said i'm sorry...but i'm saying it again. i know it probably doesn't mean much and i don't expect it to. ever since i made the rash decisions that i did a month ago, i haven't been the same. i've lost 2 of the best friends i have ever had, and i lost one of the girls that i thought i had the most intense connection with ( ... )

cdivito March 22 2006, 18:52:01 UTC

things DO work out the way they're supposed to.. the only thing anyone can do in the meantime is take it all in and try to make the right decisions.. i've made mistakes and hurt people too. everyone has. unfortunately you cant change anything about the past to make it look better today. i know i wish i could. and then even when you live and learn, its still hard to apply that knowledge to present or future situations. we're all "hypocrites" if you think about it. everyone has good intentions but things get complicated and people do things they would tell anyone else not to. its human nature. hurting another person hurts more than being hurt yourself. NO ONE feels good about that. its forgiveness, understanding, and compassion though, that makes the difference.

like i said before, i literally cannot hold a grudge for longer than 5 minutes. i rarely get mad, just hurt. and i'll admit, i was hurt. i'm willing to let the past be the past. maybe get together at some point for some wine and whine. i AM still here for you, no matter what.

onthedrive March 22 2006, 20:41:44 UTC

i understand. i've been hurt, too, through all of this. by myself and by others. no one will understand but me. just like no one but you will understand what you have felt.

BUT...with that being said...i'm up for a wine and whine whenever you are ready!

my life needs an enema..
i'll give you an enema that will NEVER dissipate...

cdivito March 22 2006, 20:48:39 UTC

whine, wine, and enemas 2006. get your t-shirts.