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Shakedown.
No one has torn me apart like this. She wants to 'salvage' us, but how long? How long will it take for her to put her life back together in a way she thinks is acceptable? How long does she expect me to wait for her ( Read more... ) -
Ha.
..Running, down corridors through, automatic doors
Got to get to you, got to see this through. -
Ha.
I told myself I was done. If she didn't want to speak to me, it was fine. Over. But there are people that you love that get into your skin and curl up inside you and you can't get rid of them like that.
I wish I could prove I love you.. But does that mean I have to walk on water? -
Silly girl.
I was right. I knew it. She'd rip my heart out and spit on the remains. But hey, it was my fault, wasn't it? I left it open. I gave her the vantage.
I didn't pull away. I rationalized.
But that doesn't stop the hurt.
Why do I even fucking bother anymore? -
lawl.
Isn't nice when people make accounts just to flame you? So mature, really. Sure feels good to know you're worth enough for someone to go to such lengths ( Read more... ) -
Ow.
Incisions are infected and gross. No amount of cleaning has kept it from happening. Weeee.
( Sketch Dump. ) -
Oh god.
Surgery day.
And I'll be all alone. Oh god, oh god, oh god. -
When it rains..
So Saturday morning, I wake up at 5AM in the most excruciating pain of my life. Literally. I flee for the restroom and vomit until nothing's coming out of me but stomach acid. For hours. I finally stop writhing in agony long enough to stagger up to my roommate and go: "Hospital. NOW ( Read more... )
