I had a dream some nights ago that I really can't forget ( Read more... )

Did I say that I hate my parents? Normally I don't, but sometimes...they just make me sick. They simply have no sense of humor. and if my father makes a jokes, it's so damn hurting and cruel that I can't laugh. I hate our meals. I hate this "we have nothing to say to eachother"-silence. I hate that I'm not allowed to hurt myself ( Read more... )

Yey. Yesterday was really fucked up. I was in a bad mood the whole day, even my mother noticed it. I don't know why I was so pissed of ( Read more... )

I've seen What's up doc!!!! YEAH!! I love it, it's so funny!!
But I have the same problem barbra has, I really don't know who's chasing whose suitcase lol!

First of all: You don't have to read this! It's long and boring ( Read more... )

This was FANTASTIC ( Read more... )

Yesterday I saw this Dutroux trial thing in the news. Isn't it awful? I was shocked. It triggered me. When they showed the girl being freed, crying... I had tears in my eyes. It's pur HORROR. I pray for the two women. WHO CAN PEOPLE BE SO CRUEL?! It's unbelieveable. Is it in the american news, too ( Read more... )

1. Grab the nearest book ( Read more... )

Yesterday I auctioned a wonderful Barbra autograph at Ebay. It was the first time I auctioned something at all ( Read more... )

I "celebrate" a jubilee today. Ok, that's bullshit.
It's just that... today one year ago, it all broke down.
It was a strange day. I saw something on tv what triggered me and from that moment on my whole life changed. I remembered things.
"I spend my whole life trying to forget those missing details."