She is an absent importance.  she must not be forgotten, because she let you in once.  she is a woman and she must be remembered as such, a strong tree, the tripwire that face-planted you into reality.  she was lost and now you are found.  everyone forgets her, she has daddy issues.  but thats not important now; she must not be allowed to be a ( Read more... )

i know you dont want me to rely on you but the truth is i dont have anyone else right now.  no one wants to listen to my problems when they have their own.  i need soul-soothing not some watered down version of some random's pity. 

beer = $10
vodka = $13
whiskey = $20
wine = $15
drunk texting you = priceless

:(

So this is love?
a thin red line
a time will heal
a time will tell

I see a bird, free
a babbling brook
a walking cliche
a hand held

What of these?
an earring lost
a toothbrush left
a rumpled sheet

And in the end
an absent sock
an empty fridge
an unread text

iiiiiii havent made a post in a very long time.  is livejournal a phase?  idk ( Read more... )

I HATE YOU 

i'm either going to kill someone or spontaneously combust into 1,000 pieces ( Read more... )

i don't want to talk to/face anyone.  not my roommate, not my friends, not my family, no one.  i dont know whats wrong with me lately.  i've been in my own little world and i kind of like it there.   cuz as soon as i associate with people, problems arise that i don't feel like dealing with.  no matter what.  i feel like everyone expects me not to ( Read more... )

im quitting smoking.  its kind of like an xmas present to my lungs.

except it fucking SUCKS. 

dont wanna go back outside...
*groan*