everytime i leave you quickly or without saying goodbye i feel like my insides are going to explode with the effort of leaving you.  but i cant let this feeling win.

these nights are fun but they're not comfortable and i hate to stay afterward. 

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didnt run out of gas and slept for awhile.  good day?  lost a good friend.  bad life?

i dont have any answers. 

it seems in the end you were in a dark room.

so the middle schoolers are reading The Giver.  I think everyone should read it like, five times.  Its an incredible book.  It really makes you think about how many memories the world holds, how each and every one of them is ingrained into our being.  emotions are such a normal thing for us to feel that we dont often become overwhelmed by them.  ( Read more... )

i spent an exhilarating weekend with friends.  and by exhilarating i mean i drank every night and woke up feeling shitty.  but that's cool.  i needed it, i think.  maybe not the drinking but i really like being in an alternate state of reality only when reality dips below the acceptable level of shitty.  and that has definitely occurred.  i'm ( Read more... )

In the past 24 hours i got kissed by someone surprising and proposed to by someone i would never marry in my life.  or my next life.

meh.

well shit, i need at least one place where i can be emo ( Read more... )