Even though things with Mike are beautiful, powerful and magical I've been thinking about the relationship I had with James. He was my first real adult relationship and much of who I've become as a lover and friend can be attributed to our time together. I was very close with his family and while we were together it was the only time in my life I ( Read more... )

I only return when I need a therapy session.. In all honesty I should come back here more often...My current state is exactly what you'd expect considering it's been years since I've made a post. Mike and I have been doing very well (mostly) up until this very point in time ( Read more... )

It's been eight weeks since I left James ( Read more... )

and not the good kind either. I'm fairly certain I tore my meniscus. I have an MRI scheduled at the end of the month. I'm hoping whatever it is heals soon enough so I can return to my sweet new job =]

I took it upon myself to kid-nap two friends I haven't seen in such a long time. It envolved a large amount of driving and eventually no

sleep and drinking, but man did it feel so good. Just having a genuine connection with people and not feeling judged! We all vowed to

make plans more frequently! I needed it so bad! <3 ( Read more... )

  Here I go again, it's rant time baby. More or less I should say everything in life is gravy. I shouldn't have any need for complaints yet, I find the time to do so...and then I find the time to write it all out (just to shake my head at it later when I reread it ( Read more... )

I'm so very excited to start this new year. I will be a home owner! yay! Aden will be 4 and James and I will have been together for 4 years come June 20th. By the end of the year I will be applying for the nursing program at BCC. My fingers are crossed ( Read more... )

Or rather Girl Gaggle. This is going to be my first Vlog topic ( Read more... )

        Well live journal, for the most part I am keeping my eyes on the prize. I'm still in school and I'm hoping I find a good balance by the time I start my second semester. I'm holding B's in all my classes. It's not awful but its not what I want either. I'm having trouble with full focus on most of my assignments but they are still getting ( Read more... )

Well that time has come! James and I have been engaged since June 20th!  It's the ring I wanted too =] Were planning for June 20th 2014!  I'm not gonna lie! I've already been window shopping for everything!

All of my school stuff is coming close to being set! I was offered almost $14K for the year<3, I have the cpt next week and I meet with the ( Read more... )