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[fuckyou_chorus]

[ camp has become a field of red spider lilies today. ]

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[healingcock]

[standing in the midst of the lilies, a vacant expression on his face]

...

[healingcock]

... David, I... I want you to know that I--

[watchmycannon]

[w...aits...]

[healingcock]

[hesitates]

--sorry. I'm having trouble with words right now. There's a lot I want to say to you, but I don't know how to express it.

[watchmycannon]

...That's alright. I know it's something you've difficulty with. I can wait.

[...tugs Raphael just a little closer, by the hand, at the same time he steps up into him]

I am not going anywhere, after all.

[healingcock]

I'm glad for that. I though--I thought maybe you might not want to put up with me anymore.

[watchmycannon]

[...slides his arms fully around Raphael's waist, hoping that doesn't hurt him too much]

I wont tell you that it was not frustrating-- that it didn't hurt. But as I said-- it wasn't you, not really.

[healingcock]

[still tense overall, but leans into that]

... it's funny. It ended up that... Devit really helped me out with keeping my head clear. Not that I'd admit that to him.

[watchmycannon]

Hm, Devit, really?

[healingcock]

Right? I'm still surprised it happened.

He... when I was losing it, he kept asking me questions about you. Why I love you, why I want to be with you, what kind of things you do that make me happy, that kind of stuff. I guess he thought that if I could focus on you through the onslaught of Raikou that was going on in my head, I'd gradually get a hold of myself.

[watchmycannon]

[...smiles a little, against Raphael's shoulder]

And that helped, did it?

[healingcock]

Yeah. It was hard, but I could do it. And that made me think... maybe I'm not such a lost cause after all.

[watchmycannon]

[tightens his hold]

I've never thought you were.

[healingcock]

... thank you.

[leans on him fully]

I haven't been fair to you since the beginning, and that needs to change.

[watchmycannon]

[makes a bemused sound]

Have you not?

[healingcock]

[kisses his forehead, soft]

I want to try to make it better. I love you--and... it is true, I think. More than anything. Right now, I feel wounded, and it's a strange, unfamiliar feeling--but already you're healing me.