Hard Week Survived

[cadoln]

I wanted to wait until I was a bit less emotional to document that I survived my week. Yesterday was my wedding anniversary, and it hit me pretty hard from Sunday to yesterday off and on. I made it through yet another trial of this journey. I think a great deal of the time I kept thinking "Now this is just fucked up" or "no this just is not

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[tenner]

Congratulations for making it through. I can't imagine the hell you've gone through, but I think you should really be proud of yourself for walking out of the pain with your head held high and hope for a wonderful life ahead.

[cadoln]

Thank you.

[schleyiii]

Even today, my wedding day remains the third proudest most magical day of my life. I too can remember with clarity the events of the day. The angelic way she looked. Her hair pinned up, the rustle of her dress the murmur of the crowd. I remember how my heart swelled with pride and joy the moment that march started. I too thought that that feeling would last "til death do us part." For many months I was soured on ever finding that feeling again or even if I wanted to risk it. Now I am in a better place. I know I will know that feeling again. My heart is still tender but it is healing rapidly these days. I have not yet felt that I am completely over it as the holidays are coming up and there are lots of emotions tied up in Christmas and New Year's Eve. I have had several people tell me that it gets much easier after the first year. You know I am starting to believe them now. *Big Bear Hugs to you*

[cadoln]

Thanks for that. Hugs

[juliana_shines]

I can't imagine how hard this past week was. I suppose everyday is a step in a healing direction. *big hugs* The Pollyanna in me is sure things will get better.