Victoria has been consumed by a dark pit of depression..

I'm post surgery and have moved back to MI for recovery.. wanna watch movies and what not. Give me a call!

Spending a sunday morning at the ocean.. to be followed by reading "breaking dawn" and drinking vodka with nothing but dark blood red concentrated cranberry juice.. ahh sweet sweet tasty sundays.

I want love, earth shattering heart breaking unbearable love... untouchable love.. Cruel cruel world.. why must everything so complex....dear say beatles, love is not all you need.. it very much is not.

I've ben sick, in the physical and mental sense. Sought help, feeling a bit better. Sorry to all those I've ignored for a while now. I hope you're all well..and I plan to amend my lack laster self with my June visit to MI, which will involve a much healthier and fun to be around me ( Read more... )

The cyst has returned! This =Pain... put me on lexapro to help the moods and depression caused by cyst...
Le Sigh..

Pictures soon!!

Hurry up.

Spring !!

I went wine tasting... which provided interesting , and delicious.. surrounding the vineyards were alpacas!!!


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I'm reaching the point of regression, which is far past dressing like I used to (I.E. super emo, Gothy punk girl) , coloring in coloring books, and calling in mass my friends at home whom I'm constantly paranoid are moving on so far beyond ever wanting to spend time with me again.. that i'm actually reading old journals missing my ex's, and OH dear ( Read more... )

I feel lonely, Like no one really gets me right now. I want to randomly go on a trip.