so this past week has been pretty awesome ( Read more... )

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alrighty then...so i havent updated in a frickin long ass time, so here it goes, my life in a nutshell.

high school volleyball is officially over, yippeee!!! i won MVP, which is totally awesome, club volleyball tryouts are next weekend im super excited, and im being recruited by 3 colleges to play yay!

now, more importantly...i finally have time to ( Read more... )

in my last entry i dwelled over how extraordinarily hott Gerard Way is, which he is (lol), but i forgot to mention how much fun chris and i had.  it was soo frickin sweet, i have battled wounds (a bruise on the back from a mosh pit, a bruised face from crowd surfing and a bruised ankle from jumping and going "buck wild" lol)  crazy stuff...its ( Read more... )

omg...so  i went to the My Chemical Romance concert last nite, and before then i didnt like them all too much but now i really enjoy them! and the lead singer is hotttttttttttt...even tho chris thinks hes gay.  hes not gay, hes rather hot in person.


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ive come to the conclusion im ready to get the fuck outta here. leave certain things behind and start over. this is wut i truly need to do. i found graduation sad previously but due to new developments i realize its time for me to get out of here and move on from the immaturity, annoyance, and plain aggervation of being here, in Frederick. So ( Read more... )

so im starting to feel a little better about everything, i think...im looking at colleges again! and some even want me to go play vball for them yay! ive recieved a few phonecalls and emails etc, its quite cool.  HOOD wants me, tho i know allison and my mom would always "be in the neighborhood" if i went there.  lol.  but yea no where REALLY far ( Read more... )

...ill never tell you wut im thinking...ill jus smile and continue on with my day...if u only knew, i think u would die...dont worry, ill be gone soon enough

i miss the past, i fear the future, im uncertain about the present....

so last nite we played Middletown...we dominated the first game...it was awesome...we lost the last 3...in the middle of the 3rd game Meredith runs into the bleachers but no one really pays attention, she always does that shit. Well by the end of the 3rd game shes seeing "stars" she cant focus at all, she sits down but is feeling increasingly ( Read more... )