I just wish I could fucking die. Or loose my goddamn memory. I hate remembering this shit. I hate that I stumbled upon these pictures and that as a punishment to myself I can't help but look at them
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I'm glad that you do have a therapist, and I wish there was a way for you to reclaim that part of you that seems to have gotten lost in all of the bullshit you've had to suffer through all this time. :( *hugs* On a smaller level, I can kind of concur with your feelings. I can't think of the last time my hobbies have actually been truly enjoyed. I've gone a long time without looking for new music I could enjoy from artists I like. I rarely ever play video games unless I'm really bored and don't want to think, and I definitely don't creatively write anymore. I'm generally... pretty apathetic on a regular sense of my life. On my bad days, I'm really low. On my good days, I have some ups but they never last. So... uh, yeah. Haven't found a solution yet, but if I do, I'll be sure to pass it along to you if you haven't found it by then. *hugs again* In the meantime... try and hang in there as best as you can.
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