emily, i want to apologize to you for the message i left on jamisons phone last night. it was my 21st birthday, i was completely shitfaced, and crying, among other drunken things. and i got away from everybody. i dont remember doing it, per say, but i know i did. and im sorry. i didnt do it to cause drama. thats pretty much the only thing from last night that i regret and i really cant say sorry enough. basically, im a drunken idiot.
it didnt cause any drama, and wont, dont worry. but i dont know what it says, he deleted it. if you want to tell me, thats cool, if not, then thats okay too. he didnt even tell me you left it so im wondering what hes trying to hide thats all.
he probably didnt want to tell you because he thought you would get mad. but basically, long story short, my best friend we were dating showed up to my party, and he was the reason why i stopped being friends with her, because i wanted my life to just be him. and her coming to my party was the best present ever. so after a bunch of drinks, i got really emotional and started crying. and i kept saying 'fuck him for this im so sorry katherine' and i asked for my cellphone, and she said that she had it, and i went to the phone at chili's and called him from there, and all i remember saying is, 'i fucking hate you, youre the reason me and katherine arent friends. shes here and that means the world to me, and youre an asshole' or something like that. im really ashamed of myself. and tell him im sorry
oo its cool. yeah he just never told me about and deleted it because he prolley did think i would get mad but im not. i mean he did call you drunk a couple months ago and go on a hate rampage, and once i sent that lindsay girl a drunken hate rampage, but i am over it. no harm done though and im glad you got your friend back, boys are totally no reason to lose a best friend.
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