oh, wow.
LJ, hey. how you doing?
yea, yea, myspace is good. i'll let her know that you said hi.

and have some fun!

both would be ideal.

i haven't worked in forever [friday - sunday], so this morning i felt a bit lost.
and, i have tomorrow off as well.
THE KILLERS! tomorrow night!
YaY!

caught grindhouse with keri, fresh, and alex on saturday night.
fucking awesome. i want to see it again.
fucking DeathProof.

i was going to post pics of all of my new shit... but, that was lame.
so, instead:

keri is cool

but, it'll piss off the person that is pissing me off.
why should i care?
... search me.

as always:
i'll be at 606 mission ave in oceanside, right by the beach
for the majority of today and tomorrow.
drop by if your in the area.
c'mon, there's a dirty couch! how could you resist that?

i want something crazy and drastic to happen in my life so that i can fill people in later with indifference that i try to hard at and they know that i'm not nonchalant. that it really did effect me deeply, but, i'm doing an alright job of pretending that it didn't. so that they feel for me but don't hate me for hamming it up ( Read more... )

cotton balls for eyes ( Read more... )

honestly;
this scares the hell out of me.

cross-posted to that myspace thingy.

i don't want to try anymore.
she says that she is sober.
but, if i don't give her turn by turn directions i am pathetic.
she gets upset with me that i am not sober...
i am done.

i don't want to live with her anymore.
i don't want to see her anymore.
she hurts me with no remorse and no resolve.

i can't sleep.
keri is far away.
party on xmas day.
posting from my Wii.
clint eastwood. he's useless. but, not for long.
enjoying my new job, and getting just a little better at it each day.
oh and...


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