i'm pretty sure this place is killing me

it's monday. a couple of my friends had planned to go to six flags today, but cancelled it. and, go figure, it's me on the roller coaster. the EMOTIONAL roller coaster! whoa.

i don't think i'll ever really quit.

i live a life of regrets.

anybody reading this may know who i'm writing to.

i cannot remember the last time i felt this alone.

maybe... i dont exist?

pretty disappointing, mostly. i'm lonely, broke, and unemployed. i spend my nights mostly with people who view me as an accessory. i dont fall asleep until all hours of the night. the only reason i stay in bed so late is not because i'm tired, but because i dont want to get up. i'm fake with the people i encounter. i can't remember the last ( Read more... )

perhaps the best 'gotta get out of here' lyric i've ever stumbled across.

"and if i never leave this hole, well, make sure you bury me here with all my dead friends.
we'll make a toast to the ones who ran away."

fantastic.

I'm quitting smoking.

maybe later.

Narcissistic Elegyby Kevin Prufer ( Read more... )

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So, here goes. If we’re playing a round of “tell all, know all,” maybe my half will get some airtime. I hope you two will understand that everything hereafter is the truth, and see that none of us have any reason to hold back at this point. I’ve been seeing things, as best I can, from your perspectives these days, and since I can’t actually make ( Read more... )