As I sit upon this mountain here ( Read more... )

I am incredibly shaken by the fact that I feel so bad about hurting her.
I am happy and productive and I am not.

Short fuses lately lead to irrational comments and irritation.

I hope I'm doing the right thing.
I think I am.
Let's hope so.

I really wish I could slow down time so I could get shit done and beat the economic speculations ( Read more... )

I have 7 more weeks and that week of feeling useless (spring break) left me with a fiery urge to step it up for this last quarter ( Read more... )

Is it selfish of me? To look around and see everyone with their other halves and count the details and realize that I’m probably the loneliest out of all of them ( Read more... )

I don't know where I am mentally.
Absent. Unreasonably troubled. Bored. Paranoid. At a loss.

I hate the rain.

I'm getting used to the comforting strength of hand rolled, filterless cigarettes.

I am saddened by what that bitch did to my dad.

I am worried.

I can't find comfort in anything but this book and these cigarettes.
And they'll be gone

The first part that I can remember is a group of people. Watching them, about thirty of them, existing and laughing and living. I turned away and turned back and a huge explosion had taken them out. Not a bomb, but an explosion of fire. There was an arsonist around there somewhere ( Read more... )

I had a good idea.
I think.
It may be too personal, but my writing was never meant to be small talk.

I've got some good music.

I've had some good fun today, among awkward experiences and bad communication.

Maybe I'm awkward.

It's okay.

I need to do my hair and go to sleep.

With her relentless words and inquisitions, all in a span of five minutes, this girl managed to respectfully prod until she opened up the flood gates ( Read more... )

I can feel the presence he's created unraveling. The further I get from him, the bigger the hole gets, the hole in our chest that only he understands because we've talked about how he has it too. And I know that I'll feel him leave when he gets on that plane tomorrow ( Read more... )