[Fan Fic: One Shot] Young Hearts - Part 2
Title: Young Hearts
Author: blinkbling24
Pairing: Akame
Genre: Romance, Smut
Rating: NC-17
Disclaimer: I obviously don’t own them, because if I did, this fic would be in video instead of just words.
Warning: Fic is narrative in nature and is unbeta-ed, so please excuse the grammer/spelling mistakes, if any.
Summary: Kame and Jin's friendship turns into something that's so much more.
A/N: My 2nd attempt, as I was inspired to write about chibi akame. But I thought I shouldn't make them too chibi. Heh. Hope you enjoy it!
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Young Hearts - Part 2
They sat like that for a long while, each privately struggling with similar feelings that they could not quite place.
“Jin?”
Jin opened his eyes to meet with delicious chocolate ones looking at him.
“Yes Kame?”
“I…I think I should go now. Homework and all, you know,” said Kame even though he did not really want to leave. In fact, he did not really know what he wanted out of this situation. Kame gave Jin’s hand a little pat as he began to pull himself out of the sofa, but he was stopped by Jin who was holding on to his wrist.
Kame’s little gesture sent a slight jolt up Jin’s arm, and before he even knew what he was doing, he reached out to hold Kame back. He did not know what he wanted, except that he did not want Kame to go.
“Kame?”
“Yes Jin?”
The look of innocent curiosity in Kame’s expression, and the endearing crooked curve that Kame’s lips formed when Kame was puzzled compelled Jin to kiss them. Not thinking, he leaned in and gave Kame’s lips a gently brush with his own.
Kame’s eyes widened, not so much in surprise at Jin’s sudden action, but at the recollection of the perfect pair of lips he often pictured. The lips in his mind were exactly the same as the ones that approached his own, and he shivered, both with the warmth of the soft touch, and the coldness when the touch left. How was it possible that it was Jin’s lips he had been thinking of all this time? Jin was his best friend, he could not possibly…..could he….?
The profound thoughts were waging war with Kame’s raging hormones. Jin was in front of him, looking nervous and more handsome if it was even possible, and Kame let the hormones win.
Jin’s stomach was in knots. He did not regret his action because it felt….awesome?….but he was afraid of how Kame took it. It was not Jin’s intention to ruin the friendship….maybe he should apologize, put it down to his baka nature, sweep it under the carpet……He started to speak but was silenced by a warm hand on his cheek. The hand moved lightly up and down the side of his face, causing Jin to shudder. Jin shut his eyes just as soft lips pressed against his own. The lips were shaking, and so was the hand that was still on his cheek.
The knots in his stomach transformed into tiny butterflies as Jin concentrated on the kiss. The lips on his were awkward, a little hesitant, but insistent at the same time. Jin parted his lips just a bit, encouraging the other pair to explore. Kame opened his mouth a little wider, losing himself in what was his first kiss. He felt the tip of Jin’s tongue lightly brush his lips and reacted by pressing himself closer. He began to follow Jin’s example and soon, the shy kiss became deeper, more heated.
Jin had kissed many times before, and they had meant nothing. But this one that he was sharing with Kame, meant something, and that something caused his heart to soar and ache at the same time. It felt good, a yet there was a slight nagging at the back of his mind which he tried to ignore as he let himself drown in the kiss.
Their tongues wrestled, languidly at first, getting fiercer by the second. The kiss lasted for what seemed like eternity. It was as though neither one wanted to let go of something so ambiguously precious. Eventually, their lips moved apart as they came up for air, both panting slightly, not daring to look at each other.
Kame had never felt like this before, his heart was about to spring out of his chest. Was this….? But Jin was a boy…..how…why…did he feel this way? He wanted to run away, and yet wanted more, at the same time.
Jin was experiencing many different emotions, all of which made no sense in his teenage mind. All he knew was that he cared for the shaking boy before him, and with that single thought, he wrapped his arms around Kame in a tight hug.
“It’s ok. It’s just a kiss. We’re friends. Nothing’s going to change that, ok?”
The hug released silent tears from Kame’s eyes. He nodded into Jin’s shoulder, thinking that his tears was because he was touched by Jin’s words, but in reality, he did not want what they had started to end like that.
Subconsciously, in Jin’s embrace, Kame’s hands began to caress Jin’s back, simply wanting to feel Jin, to be with him. Jin stiffened, half-heartedly willing Kame to stop whatever he was doing. It was causing Jin’s breath to quicken, and Jin’s self-control was threatened. But, he realized as he hugged Kame tighter, that Kame’s breath was quickening as well. Their hearts were matching each other’s, thump for thump.
Jin could not resist. He nuzzled Kame’s neck, inhaling the sweet, delicate scent, and nibbled Kame’s earlobe. Kame let out a quiet moan, and pressed his chest into Jin’s. Jin’s hands moved to the small of Kame’s back, and then, under Kame’s t-shirt. He felt the creamy smoothness, and groaned, burying his face into Kame’s hair.
Innately knowing how to make Jin feel good, Kame reciprocated Jin’s actions by gently running his lips up and down Jin’s collarbone, causing Jin to hiss and bite down on Kame’s shoulder. Kame arched his back, moving closer so that their groins met. As the sensations heightened as they touched, pure animal instinct caused their hips moved in rhythm as they rubbed their fast growing erections against each other.
As they got more and more out of control, Jin suddenly remembered his dream that had plagued him for the past month. It was almost exactly this scene, him, with Kame. He shook his head in disbelief and realised that he was in the midst of lowering Kame down onto the sofa. He paused as he looked down at Kame, so beautiful, so untainted, and he wanted him, so much. They were both panting violently. Kame looked up at him with questioning eyes, which slowly turned into uncertainty and discomfort.
“Jin…I..I..”
Jin was the older one, he should be the one to put a stop to this.
“Kame, let’s stop. It’s….not..right….” Even though, deep down, it felt right.
“Besides, Kame, it’s your first time, you should do it with the girl you love, so that it will mean something. Trust me, I know. My first time was a piece of crap because it meant nothing….I don’t want it to mean nothing to you, you deserve so much more…” Jin was rambling, as though he was trying to cover up his true feelings with words, however futile it might be.
“But Jin…I…I….love you.” Kame bit his lip the moment the words tumbled out of his mouth. He waited for the feeling of dread to engulf him, but it did not. Instead, his words were the answer he had been looking for, the answer to the millions of questions that had bothered him until now.
“EH?”
It was not the reply Jin was expecting. Was Kame joking? Jin searched Kame’s eyes for the mischievous glint, but all he saw were resolution and certainty. Kame meant what he said.
Kame could see that what he said threw Jin into a huge loop. He sat up and took Jin’s hand. Jin gulped, but shifted to make space for Kame.
“I think I’ve known it for quite some time. After all, it’s rather strange for me to want to be around you all the time. I had myself convinced that it was because you are my best friend. But Jin, you’re so much more than that. You make me happy, you really do, and I feel safe when I’m with you….and I want to share things with you, to carry your burdens for you….just being with you is enough….and…when you k..kissed me, the pieces just fell into place, you know……” As Kame spoke, he unwittingly traced Jin’s hand with his finger, stirring something in Jin that was impossible to push away. And Kame’s words made Jin feel like he could explode with inexplicable happiness at any moment.
Jin put an index finger to Kame’s lips to silence him. Jin leaned in to kiss him, and grinned when Kame returned the kiss more confidently then before. Kame was certainly a fast learner. Jin lowered Kame down onto the sofa again and kissed him with a kiss so filled with desire that almost took all of Kame’s breath away.
Kame’s thoughts were focused singularly on wanting to touch Jin anywhere he could. Kame began unbuttoning Jin’s shirt, and when he was done, moved the shirt aside and placed his hands on Jin’s broad chest. Kame began slowing caressing, moving from the chest to Jin’s back, and then to the chest again. Everywhere that Kame’s hands roamed burst into flames on Jin’s skin. Jin moaned and sucked Kame’s neck fiercely, leaving tiny red marks. Jin shrugged off his shirt, and removed Kame’s t-shirt. Before Kame could decide what else he could do, Jin took one of Kame’s nipples in his mouth, and began to alternate biting and sucking with a rhythm that drove Kame crazy. Kame groaned and thrust his hips upwards. Jin grinded his erection against Kame’s, causing both of them to moan in frustrated pleasure.
They both sat up and fumbled with their belt buckles, removing their pants as quickly as they could, in an attempt to close the gap between them. Jin grabbed Kame’s erection that was pushing against the cotton material of his Y-fronts and started to stroke it. Kame threw his head back and made little arousal sounds that turned Jin on so much. Kame pulled Jin down with him on the sofa and started rotating his hips. Jin grinded down, feeling their erections touch through the cotton. Jin crashed his lips against Kame’s and pushed his tongue forcefully into his mouth. Kame bit onto Jin’s lower lip, sucking hard. Their grunts and moans grew louder as they dealt with the frustration of being so close yet so far. Jin, even though almost blinded by lust and desire, was vaguely aware that if they got any further, it would be the point of no return, and he wanted to make sure that Kame really wanted this.
“Kame…” Jin’s voice was thick with lust, “you sure you want this? I…I won’t be able to keep control once we…..” Jin admitted.
Kame smiled. “I want this Jin. I want you.” He reached for Jin and kissed him softly.
“Really? You really want me?” Jin’s voice was muffled, his lips back on Kame’s nipple as he slipped Kame’s underwear off him. Jin never took his eyes off Kame’s face as he stood up and let his own boxers slip down to his ankles, and he observed Kame’s smile slowly turn into an expression that looked perturbed, and slightly stressed even.
Jin suddenly felt inadequate and followed Kame’s eyes to his erection. Checking that everything was normal and functioning, Jin looked up to meet Kame’s eyes that were as big as golf balls.
“Errr…Jin?”
“Yes Kame?” Jin was slowly beginning to understand Kame’s concern. In fact, he was feeling a little concerned himself.
“How are we supposed to do this?” Kame said, sitting up, frowning at his erection that showed no sign of ebbing.
All Jin could do was stand there and scratch his head.
“Jin, c’mon…you’re the experienced one…..”
“Yes, but, it was with a girl…and it kinda works differently, I think….”
“Well, then, treat me like a girl.....so, if I’m a girl, what would you do now?”
“Maaa…” Jin thought for a moment before giving Kame a cheeky grin, “First, I’ll give her a mindblowing kiss…” Jin placed his hands of Kame’s shoulders and guided Kame down onto the sofa. “Like this,” he whispered, suddenly looking sexy and serious, planting a passionate kiss on Kame’s lips.
Kame melted into the kiss and wrapped his arms around Jin’s neck, relishing their naked skin touching. “And then?” Kame mumbled with their lips still locked.
“And then,” Jin replied barely audibly, “My hands would travel all over her body, like so.” Kame winced and arched his back as he felt Jin’s hands on his skin.
“Mmm…and then?” Kame shut his eyes as he experienced sensations he did not know he could.
“Then, I move my hands downwards…..” Kame gasped as Jin gripped his erection and began pumping it, slowly at first, getting faster with time. Kame writhed his body as Jin began kissing his neck, then licking his nipples, one at a time.
“A..a..and then?…oh god…J..jin…”
Jin did not bother answering. Instead, he traced Kame’s pleasure trail with his tongue, and when he reached the end, he licked Kame’s ultra-sensitive tip. Kame hitched his breath, tugging Jin’s hair.
“J..Jin…I want…want…need…more….oh god…please….” Kame was grimacing with aroused agony. Jin enveloped Kame’s length with his mouth and began sucking. The whiny noises that Kame was making made Jin so hard that he could not focus on his task anymore. Just when Jin’s mind was almost empty of thoughts, as his hand began to take care of his own erection, he heard Kame’s voice again.
“It’s gotta go somewhere, right, J…jin?”
“WHAT?” Jin’s eyes widened as Kame spread his legs apprehensively. “Oh Kame….it’s going to hurt….it’s ok you know, we can just continue….”
“I trust you.” It was amazing how much reassurance those 3 words had on Jin, and he appreciated Kame all the more for it.
Studying Kame’s perfect, porcelain body, nothing looked more inviting to Jin at that very moment. Jin fumbled with the condom he always had handy in his wallet, silently thanking Yamapi for his good advice of always carrying one with him. Jin hissed as he rolled the rubber over his erection.
Jin positioned himself over Kame, wanting nothing more than to plunge straight into him, and yet, he hesitated. He looked down at Kame questioningly.
“K..kame?.....I really don’t want to hurt you….OH GOD!” Kame had taken Jin’s erection and started stroking it. “K..kame……”
“It’s fine Jin…just go slow….if it hurts too much, I’ll tell y..you…”
All the controlling was too much for Jin’s teenage hormones. Up to this point, Jin was surprised with himself at the amount of restraint he has had. But, he was at his limit, and regardless of him not wanting to hurt the younger boy, Jin’s desires were speaking slightly louder to him.
Jin stroked Kame’s cock as he slowly pushed his tip into Kame’s entrance. Kame was so tight that the feeling of his walls surrounding Jin’s tip was almost enough to push Jin over the edge. It was the slight whimpers that made Jin go even slower. Kame’s eyes were shut tight, even as he panted violently at the constant stroking of Jin’s hand on his erection. Jin gradually inched himself into Kame, telling himself to pay no heed to the tears rolling down Kame’s cheeks, that Kame will soon feel as much pleasure as he did. Once his length was fully in, he held still, his hand stroked Kame’s length faster as he leaned over to kiss the tears away. Being in Kame just felt so right. Like they fitted, somehow.
Kame gritted his teeth and dug his nails into Jin’s back.
“Oh…Jin…..Jin….”
Jin began moving, at snail’s pace at first, picking up speed in rhythm with Kame’s quickening breath and muffled screams. The walls surrounding Jin were so tight and velvety that every thrust was pure ecstasy.
The sensation of Jin hitting his G-spot and Jin’s hand on his erection sent bolts of electricity through Kame as he bucked his hips according to Jin’s thrusts.
“Arghh…J..Jin…ohmygod…I’m c…c..c..OH GOD!” Kame’s orgasm shook him to the core. If this was what sex was, Kame wanted to have it all the time, everyday if possible, but only with Jin. Only Jin could make him feel this way.
The sight of Kame coming and the feeling of his warm stickiness on Jin’s stomach was too much for Jin and with one final thrust, Jin came with such intensity that his whole body convulsed with rapture.
“Oh Kame….” Exhausted, Jin collapsed on top of Kame. Their breathing slowly became normal again, but Jin refused to move. The romance novels did not lie after all. There was indeed fireworks and the overwhelming feeling of joy and contentment. All one needed was the right person to make love to, and for Jin, it was Kame. However, as the fog of sex lifted, Jin admitted no matter how happy they made each other, it was not going to be easy. There were many bridges to cross, and he wondered if they would survive, that they would stay strong. Jin shrugged and hugged Kame tight. He would worry about it some other time. For now, it was just him and his best friend.
“Kame?”
“Yes, Jin?”
“I love you too.”
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THE END
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