i always cry when i watch its a wonderful life.

this blows

i am just so stressed out right now with my money situation, i just don't know what to do about it. and i am just stressed out about other things to. i just want to move to boone and ride my bike. i just want to sit in my living room, in my apartment with michael and do what we do best. and i just want to lose all connection with money and mankind.

i'm ready to just run away, and live under a bridge ( Read more... )

i'm greensboro right now and i am excited. everything seems to be going so smoothly with everything. but i am still kind of worried about living in boone, because i have to pay for everything. which sucks, because that means i will have to work 30+ hours a week at around 9 dollars an hour and be a full-time student. thata means i will be: not very ( Read more... )

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i guess sometimes i worry to much or something. i really don't have the right to act like this. but i guess i kinda do. i get so prtective sometimes and it eats me up when things happen. like i want to be there, then i am sure evrything would be so much better. i don't know what i am doing with this. i need some time off from life.

and i really miss ( Read more... )

things are good

i think i found the woman i want to marry.

nadine velazquez


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i am becoming more and more like an owl.