Yesterday I saw Simon for the first time in a month.  Thankfully no yelling occurred.  We mostly chitchatted, stopping once to get a little serious about what I like to call "Our Incident".  I'm having a hard time figuring it all out.  I know I still care about him, even though everything is telling me to push him out of my life and he made it ( Read more... )

I'm in a very unhappy place right now.  Still really struggling with this whole Simon thing, you'd think I'd be over it.  Starting a new med, I feel like a pill junkie as I take so friggin many in one day ( Read more... )

As much as I am enjoying the warm weather...it really sucks when your apartment is 36 degrees.  Bah ( Read more... )

Today was a day of growth, pain, love, hope, learning and bubble tea ( Read more... )

Things are going very well between the SD and I.  Our friendship is fantastic and we still laugh like we used to and we still talk for hours about nothing in particular.  I'm surprised how easy our relationship still is.  Obviously the adjustment from boyfriend/girlfriend to best friends is hard, we have to get over some habits.  And since we are ( Read more... )

So this weekend Simon and I got together to discuss our breaking up and how we wanted to make our adjustment into the friendzone a little easier.  It was a relief to finally see each other even though we both agreed that it was hard to see each other after what we have been through this week but it was also SO! good.  It was great to know he missed ( Read more... )

So I went to the movies by myself tonight to try and cheer myself up and get me out of my apartment.  Forgetting Sarah Marshall ended up being my pick as I thought it fitting for my situation.  Simon and I were texting through the movie and this conversation occured.

Me: What would you do if someone said you had Christ between your legs?
SD: Uhmm.
Me ( Read more... )

I'm doing my best to function after this breakup.  It still really hurts especially since we were quite serious and been in love with each other pretty much from the get go.  He is coming over at the end of the week to talk things through and figure out how to make the adjustment from dating to friends.  Without the physical.  That's going to be ( Read more... )

So the SD and I broke up tonight.

I can't even begin to process this.

I need to throw up.

Tonight is the night I find out what is really going on with us and whether or not this relationship will progress beyond today.

Bad thing is, I have no idea when the phone call is coming.