Sometimes I feel like I waste my energy on my friends. I just need friends that genuinely care about me. I have Jessie and Courtney. Sometimes it feels like people I barely talk to care more about me than people who should be my best friends ( Read more... )

Both my parents are stupid. I'm sick of them not talking, I'm sick of listening to both of them talk crap about each other. I hate when my friends ditch me or don't want to hang out with me. I hate when no one understands or no one cares. I hate sitting alone on my couch while my stomach is cramping and everyone just thinks I'll be fine on my own. ( Read more... )

Joel bought me an Abba CD for Valentine's Day because he ordered me something and it didn't get there. I looove it! I spent all day with Joel and it was wonderful. Whenever I spend a lot of time with Joel I'm reminded of how much I love him ( Read more... )

I am thankful for my beautiful friends. I love spending some time with Joel on Valentine's Day and then spending time with my friends. In the morning, Joel and I are going sledding/watching the sunrise. In the evening, we're having a spaghetti night and watching Planet Terror and Death Proof. It is going to be wonderful!

I fucking hate my family. I can't go to Chena Hot Springs on my last day of vacation because I hurt my mom's feelings. WHAT THE FUCK EVER. HOW MANY TIMES HAVE MY PARENTS HURT MY FEELINGS AND I JUST GET IGNORED UNTIL MY MOM YELLS AT ME TO STOP CRYING?! Apparently my mom is mad at me because I didn't want to stay and talk to her while she's on ( Read more... )

Today is Joel and I's 2.5 year anniversary! I am more in love than I have ever been and I love him so much I think I just might go put some pants on! :D

DALMATIANS ARE THE CUTEST THINGS EVER!!!

I feel like I have been robbed of my last Christmas for a long time with my family. My mom, for the second year in a row, had to work on Christmas. And my mom works up north for two weeks at a time, so it's not just opening presents later in the day. I didn't get the things I want, which sounds spoiled, but I wouldn't care if I didn't get any ( Read more... )

Be a size 6
Get into Metroasis
Have blonde hair
Stop eating Taco Bell

I ask people why they have deer heads on their walls. They always say because it's such a beautiful animal. There you go. I think my mother is attractive, but I have photographs of her. -Ellen DeGeneres

I think I'm dying my hair tomorrow! :D I'm always afraid.