Because I am a writer, I have an inborn hate of censorship. Because of who I am as a person, I can´t stand not telling the whole truth. Because I was already thinking about it, I have decided to start a new livejournal, and say goodbye to "Ball of Sex ( Read more... )

So... Heard more about Andrew/more from Andrew. Good things and bad. I think I just don´t want to hear about him anymore. I think it´s better if he´s just completely out of my life. Otherwise I have a heartattack everytime he e-mails me and... Just, all friends who might know of him... don´t tell me anymore. I really don´t want to know ( Read more... )

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I meant to do a photo entry of my weekend but andrew e-mailed me yesterday, i e-mailed him back with all I was thinking and his response ( Read more... )

So firstly, I hate the night. I always feel ten times worse after everyone´s gone to bed and it´s night time and there´s nothing for me to do ( Read more... )

So apparently I´m not even suppossed to talk about why Andrew had to chose between his job and me. The "process" he´s undertaking is not supposed to be talked about ( Read more... )

All the men who read this are going to have to excuse me, but I have to have a girl power moment. Actually... don´t fucking excuse me ( Read more... )

I wrote a few songs since I got here... one before the whole Andrew thing, one after, wanted to share.

Don´t Underestimate Me and Saddest Song.

The first inspired by my inability to communicate in spanish, the second by various journal entries...

( Songs )

Yesterday was sheer insanity. Another good distraction for a few hours. In my father´s hometown they have this festival for Carnival that is like no other... ancient and... absolutely insane.

And I have more pictures.

( Sheer Insanity )